Monday, April 26, 2010

Everything is fair...

"You say everything is fair?"

"Yup..."

"Look at that girl! Over there, she's completely perfect!"

"She smokes..."

"What about that babe?"

"She does nothing well and her beauty is the only thing she has..."

"What about the smart girl then?"

"Intelligence is the only thing she has! She does well in nothing else!"

"True... that girl is quite pretty..."

"Not completely... her mouth is a little fucked up... and yes, her has temper issues!"

"What about that girl, they say she good at sports and music and even her studies!"

"Her body?"

"Alright... Erm... maybe you are right..."

Then another girl walked by and sat together with the two guys...

"WOW! You know this girl?"

"Ya!"

"She's hot! I heard she studies well! has musical talent, singing, swimming and leadership qualities! People likes her in many ways! Now I have someone to prove you wrong sucker!"

"Up to you what you want to think..."

After finishing lunch, the guy got up to his car and took out a wheelchair...

The girl sat onto the wheelchair and he pushed her into school...

He turned around looking at the stunned guy...

"This world is fair... God made it that way... No one is completely perfect...

Wednesday, April 21, 2010

This is what you have done SON...

Ryan stared at the boy and looked back at the Chariman, "Why is he at our annual appreciation dinner anyway?"

The Chairman look towards to boy and said, "His friends want him here and he did helped out with the wounded right?"

Ryan, "Just because of that?"

The Chairman stare at him, "You didn't do much either right?"

Ryan shouted towards the boy, "Tell me why I should even appreciate you huh?!?"

The boy looks toward Ryan, "If you don't appreciate me then forget it! I don't need to be here then!"

Ryan, "Good! Then get lost!"

The boys friends tried to calm the situation down and just then a car crashes into the restaurant. A young girl lay down on the floor with blood all over her body.

The boy rushed towards the girl and moved her deeper into the restaurant and told people to move away from the girl as move and move by standers gathered around the area.

A few other people help the driver out of the car and the another man into the restaurant, he was in shock and the driver has faint.

Leaving the girl aside the boy checked on the driver and the another wounded man to make sure they were alright and returned to attend to the girl.

Using proper equipments, the boy removed the broken glasses and dirt from the girls wounded and stop all the bleeding which would be fatal.

Soon later the ambulance arrived, as the nurses came down to check on the victims. The driver and the other man was alright and the girl was moved to the hospital immediately. The ambulance leave and two nurses stay back to attend to the other man and the driver. Soon, both of them regained their senses. While the police was recording the statement from the driver, one of the nurse came into the damaged restaurant and told the man something.

Then the man turned around and throw himself onto the boy as all his friends and by stander look on.

"Erm, Sir! Did you noticed that my whole hands are filled with blood!"

"My only child's blood!" He hugged to boy and cried.

The nurse look at the boy and said, "The girl reached the hospital with only slightly more than 10 pints of blood. The doctor recovered her blood volume and pressure, she's safe now and that also means you saved her life. Good job SON!"

The boy look towards the man and then his friends and some of them smiled at him and he finally understood what it really meant when his officer told him this...

Lee Stanfield:-

"Son, it is not appreciation that the Medic seeks, but it is the joy and the feeling of success after you saved a live that brings the happiness to you. So tell me son, why do you need people to show their appreciation to you? Why to you need money or rewards when what you can do and have done is your biggest reward? This is what you have done SON, appreciate yourself for being a Medic, appreciate yourself for saving lives!"

I must always remember this, and people around me should know this because not everyone have the chance to safe someone from the edge of the cliff. Only Medics do... no one else...

Monday, April 19, 2010

你到底要我怎么样???

我说我想拥有你。。。
你说要拥有你很难。。。

我就说我会努力的。。。
你又告诉我失败的话,不要太伤心。。。

那你到底是要怎样呢???

看见你和那些朋友在一起,又想妒嫉。。。又会伤心。。。

可以告诉我该怎样吗???

我想告诉你。。。我爱你。。。

可是你又好像不想听。。。

你不想我们之间的关系在加深多一些吗???

我真的很想我们可以在一起。。。

你能够告诉我,我需要做什么才可以拥有你吗???

Tuesday, April 13, 2010

2030

跟你说了。。。

你却不明白。。。

又担心你明白后,就开始隔离我。。。

但。。。

我们之间的关系好像没那么好。。。

我担心太多了啊???

你可以告诉我吗???

我也不明白。。。

明知道你不会读。。。

还要写。。。

那些来干嘛???

可是却还想写。。。

希望你会读。。。

2030。。。

不就和5201314一样吗???

你不知道吗???

5201314=我爱你一生一世

可是,这是谎言。。。

我说不出。。。

我不想在,我们在一起之前就开始骗你了。。。

所以就说2030。。。

因为这是真的。。。

我真的是2030。。。

我真的是爱你想你。。。

你肯给我爱吗???

你肯给我想吗???

My Whole Life...

My whole life I have been facing difficulties again and again... Life is difficult but then isn't there a break or something?!?

Failures after failures and those brainless idiots says failure is the first step before success comes but for my whole life I have only been facing failures and where is the success??? No where to be found!!!

May I ask You something? because not that I am ungrateful for everything You have done for me but, can You bless me more?

They told me that believing in You is the right thing to do and I am very sure that it is You that i want to believe in but then, they told me that You bless your people and I really hope that You can bless me a little more just slightly more!

I results were never ever good, and I mean seriously never, but then the official exams always comes out better than anyone ever imagined which i thank You a lot for!

But then, i never do good in anything i try to do!

my musics are never good... i only know them, can You give me more?

my results are never even near to average! can You at least give me average?

my life is one of the most boring one around! I don't get along well with people and You know that! I am very sure You know that so can You help?!?

i feel like my life is completely not in order, nothing i try to do ever give me any good result!

i can't play football nicely! i try to pick up basketball but the injuries just never stop coming!

i can't even get a fit body! how hard have i tried to go to the gyms, exercise till my body sugar level goes below normal level...

i can't even please a girl! what have i done that You are doing all these to me?

i just want a girl friend which everyone around me is having... i have tried over and over again but You will never along one to be happy!

You wouldn't let me play musics nicely,

You wouldn't let me play football nicely,

You wouldn't let me play basketball nicely,

You wouldn't let me build a fit body,

You wouldn't let me do good in my studies,

You wouldn't let me let along with people,

You wouldn't let me taste success,

You wouldn't let me get the girl i like,

and now, You wouldn't let me SLEEP!!!

What on EARTH do YOU want me to do!!! When everything i try goes down to the ground without a single sight of success?!?!?

Sunday, April 11, 2010

”我爱你“

男:“我爱你”
女:“真的?”
男:“当然...”
女:“那你怎样爱两个人啊?”
男:“什么意思啊?我只爱你啊!
女:“你昨天不是才和慧敏告白吗?”
男:“。。。”

—————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————

女:“你爱我吗?”
男:“当然!”
女:“那你会永远的照顾我?”
男:“当然!”
女:“那你会永远的宠我?”
男:“当然!”
女:“我需要你是你永远都会在我身旁?”
男:“当然!”
女:“我生病的时候你永远都会在那照顾我?”
男:“当然!”
女:“我们在一起了你就不可以在和别的女生乱来了哦!”
男:“。。。”
女:“怎么啦?”
男:“你是谁?”

—————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————

男:“你爱我吗?”
女:“当然!”
男:“我也是。。。”
女:“当然!”
男:“我们结婚吧!”
女:“当然!不过。。。婚礼要有100座,我要钻石戒指,我不要和你老妈子住,我要自己的车,我要自己的屋子。。。”
男:“你爱的好像不是人。。。”
女:“是啊!为什么不是?你爱别的女人?!?你们这些男人都只会骗感情的!!!”
男:“。。。”

—————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————

那到底是爱不爱呢???

Something very important for you to know... MUST READ

impression is the most important thing and good impression at first sight is the best situation to keep you reading!!! but I don't plan to impress you with anything over here except my very not impressing load of bull shit, which you will soon find out informs you about something that is so important about what I am about to say which is something you have to read to know and you finally figure out that I am saying------ NOTHING.


enjoy reading my blog! you may find some EMO things... some WEIRD things..... some FUNNY things.... some FUNNY and yet WEIRD things which is still under FUNNY and also WEIRD... you may also find some of my LIFE EXPERIENCE... or some BULL SHIT from the internet or myself and also some GOOD SHIT from other blogger or internet articles...

and finally I would like to congratulate you as this is the first article of my that you have read... but the most important thing is something that you are about to find out which you will be told about at the end of this not so long and yet to short article which might result to some unpleasant reactions from a set amount of people. And finally we come to the end, which is that this is an article under the section BULL SHIT.

Thursday, April 8, 2010

Questions and Answer...

Lots of days of unable to sleep makes me think of a lot of things...

things that had happen a long time ago, or recently... everything that reminds me of something...

so recent things, the most recent would be the fight with Jason i think. That changed me a lot or at least started a change. It suddenly reminded me of something that I never really thought of before. It remind me to look at myself before blaming others. By keeping the fault to myself, I may resolve such issue and preventing them from becoming big. Like Jacky says, 退一步,海阔天空; 忍一时,风平浪静...

Then funny things like Jacky trying to get me into trouble with girls...

That is some serious stuff, I mean, I prefer to take boy girl relationship more seriously now... how much a like/love a girl depends greatly on how much I know her and how much I think both of us can stick together. I don't want to like a girl just because she is pretty, I must know that we can really be together or at least I can try to suit her. Jacky himself has some target but then I am stuck between two...

Then he tries to do some much to get me closer to them, I some times wonder why...

Then comes to the most recent thing which just happened yesterday and the QNA started today or just awhile ago.

I finally confirm Ida's target! XD...

But then I seem to question why she do not take action and all those. But then, today, I notice I myself did not take much initiative to try to know more about one of the two girls... Ida gave me some suggestion and yes, I think I should start something before its too late.

Last night while swimming with Jacky, Ida and Xiao Han, the two girls and even Jacky mentioned about girls waiting too long for a guy and finally giving up on him because they waited too long. I want to make sure that never happen again. I just need one of those experience not another one... I kind of miss the feeling of loving and taking caring of a girl that I love... making her feel happy and save... pampering her... those are feeling that have long gone after that relationship end... It never really came back to me after I broke up with Jasmine...

Then it goes all the way back to my birthday... (which is only two days ago =.=)

Many of the mail a receive were birthday wishes but one of them came with something more. It brings back good and bad memories. and it reminds me that I need my body back... I need my skills back... I need to get back on track, I am 19 now...

About a month back, another feeling that I have missed for a long time... one that I can hard get...

Jing Yang cut his head big time, 3-4s were needed but the doctor gave 2 which caused him some problem... The normal first aid jobs like asthma, cram, hurt, cut has lose my interest a long long long long time ago, after that duty which got my whole hands in other people blood, the sensation will never leave me, I can never forget that, the feeling that, I am a medic, here to save lives! Not a first aider here to wrap you up but I am here to keep you alive... Then that day, someone hit his nose really bad. Blood came out of it without stopping, there were no proper things to hold his head in position and clean his mouth of the blood. So I used my bare hands, seconds later, blood from his mouth and nose filled my hands and I actually felt good...

I missed to feeling of blood, I feel like I am crazy for blood... not that I enjoy seeing people bleed but the feeling is too good to resist. OK, I am starting to sound crazy... My officers should understand what I meant.

Then it goes back all the way to secondary school.


[

What happens when your squad gets pin down, the captain is shot and the vice is shock? what is your job as a CFM?
get the captain up and running, slap the sense out of the vice!

What is the first thing you do when you see someone is the pool drowning?
jump immediately unless I have tight pants on then remove and jump

What will you do if you find out that you squad member is planning to betray their country during a mission? trick question? just kill him right away What if the whole squad is planning to do so? Try to kill them all even if I had to die. You are loyal but stupid.

What if you are a sniper, you go all the way up a 800m place to assassinate an enemy secret agent and

see your best friend in the scope? (I will shot him)

your brother? (I will shot him but that is impossible) That is what you think.

me? (Sorry sir but I will have to kill you) Good

so now tell me then, what if you saw your girlfriend?

(Err... I will have to shot her...)

]

Who would be asked these questions? and who would answer it that way?

But the most important question I would like to ask her now is "Are you willing to be my girlfriend?"

But the question is who is the girl? Even I don't know that... And how fast must I make my decision? I am confused...

Saturday, April 3, 2010

SLEEP!!!

For the pass few days, I have been having problem SLEEPING!!!

Not that I slept too much, but I COMPLETELY CANT SLEEP!!!

30.03.2010 - went back to room at 12.30 am. Couldn't sleep even until 6.30 am. Decided to go back to SA.

31.03.2010 - Went GYM from at around 4.30pm came back by 6 pm went Band training and came back at 11.30. Went back room, couldn't sleep until 1.30am. Decided to not waste time trying to sleep and went back to SA.

01.04.2010 - Go GYM from 4pm to 6pm. But still can't sleep at night.

02.04.2010 - Went gym and basketball again, learn shooting from Jing Yang and obverse how some pro shooters shoot. Went back to room at 12am. Couldn't sleep so went to SA and try to sleep in SA (got aircon ma maybe can sleep) next thing I know is Shanon saying good morning to me.

In the afternoon, went GYM at 3pm until 5pm and play basketball. Tried to copy Xiao Han's way of jumping to increase air time seems to work for me too. XD... then after bath successfully slept for 1 hour... then 6.30 the Puki Yang call me and woke me up, and then go SA saw Ida... Kena ketawa by her again... XD...

now is 03.04.2010 - still can't sleep... T_T EMO A!!!