Michelle

finally after so long... i am home...

but then.... when i was in nottingham... missed home...

and now i am home... miss UNMC and Michelle Khaw...

haiz...

how am i going to survive in USA if i keep thinking about her like that...

GG.com.MY.SY

must think of a way to not think of her so much...

should have told her just like Ida told YOU...

then maybe I could have a peace of mind if she rejected me or...

if she accepted me... then I wouldn't be think so much about when and how to tell her right?

but of course i will still miss her ba... just maybe not that much?

but i guess it could be worst... XD

seriously... Michelle... haiz... think of her so much no matter what is happening...

first time a girl distracted me from football... even Jasmine never successfully did that before... OMG!!!

A girl that is more important than Chelsea...

time to change my fantasy into another stupid story writing? XD

haiz...

seriously hoped i could be with her...

but then... i need to improve more...

i have nothing to impress her... so i need to improve in every single way...

go US... work hard... earn more money to buy stuffs....

work out more... need good body shape when i come back!

train basketball more... must improve... a lot...

learn violin... i want to learn... and guitar also... and learn them back!

most importantly... i should get closer with GOD too... try my best!

like Ida say... must hold on till the end... XD

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EMO.... T^T

you in your room?

no..why?

so... where are you then? tot of bring you the sweater. (wat a stupid excuse)

sweater?..bt i tot thre's no nid 4 it ady,not my size. besides,i cnt tke it la,its nt rite.

why is it not right?

its jz aint rite la.. dunno wat else 2 say..sorry.

... haiz... erm... just want to ask you... if there is one thing that you would have me do... what would that be? (Why on earth did i suddenly ask then?)

Thts a vry sudden qstn..hmm, i cnt think of any rite nw..hw bout if i evr tought of sumtin i'l let u noe =)
PS:wats wit all dz sudden qstn n curiosity frm u?

lolz... no idea. erm... because actually i wanted to meet you to ask you something... but then seem like you don't feel like meeting me right now... XD

Dun tke it personally la.. im tht knd of person one. Cheer up =) its nt lik v dun c each other at all. Niwat, cnt talk already.. gt smtin 2 do, Bb.. XD

ok... see you some time else... XD

OMG... i feel damn stupid and EMO right now...

Haiz...

Chelsea won the FA Cup yet again but then... haiz... didn't really felt happy... something was lacking last night while I was watching the game...

Michelle... she wasn't there so then the game didn't felt like what I wanted it to feel like...

I was hoping that she would turn up but then she had problem with maths which is on Monday and yes she did not turn up...

Haiz... if she would have turned up, maybe both of us wouldn't be having a nice night after what I would have told her but then... never try never know...

So she didn't turn up and everything failed because it did not happen at all...

so... I would concluded that I am still not brave enough to tell her so then... no... i need to tell her before she goes home so at least I know what she thinks...

Maybe... after her maths? or after the exam???

Haiz...

being WISE?

how do you consider a person being WISE?

erm...

WISE is being smart? honorable? or what?

who knows what being WISE means?

BIBLE say GOD is WISE... but then, nothing can describe GOD... so then how to we descride WISE....

what are the WISE men in the BIBLE?

how can people call others WISE?

it is the combination of smartness of someone, how fast his mind thinks, how his mind thinks, how he analysis a situation, how he judge actions, how he handle fights or tension between people...

being WISE is to not WIn or loSE...

being WISE is to tolerate people who aren't WISE...

being WISE is to be able to know when to back down for situation and when to stand up...

being WISE is to know what, when and how to do or say something...

being WISE is to let the unWISE WIn and you loSE while actually you WON and he LOST...

that is being WISE...

so then, let us all try our best to be as WISE as possible...

XD

OMG....

Haiz...

I am like trying to think of something to just talk to you so that I can just talk to you... XD....

Haiz... I wonder when will I be able to gather enough courage to tell you I love You...

haiz... offered you the extra sweater which was kind of stupid... because it is L o... clearly you need S ma... haiz... but then... I could only think of you and no one else... so will you take it?

then... just tried to find something to talk with you so that I get the chance to talk with you and interact more with you... sometimes i feel so weird just trying to talk to you... scared and shy... OMG... i am a guy but I takut pula....

apa la...

must be brave but then scare if i tell you you wouldn't accept...

so have to write here... otherwise i might go crazy just thinking about it....