I love this song from Muse, its called Knights of Cydonia
Come ride with me through the veins of history
I'll show you a god who falls asleep on the job
How can we win when fools can be kings?
Don't waste your time or time will waste you
No one is gonna take me alive
The time has come to make things right
You and I must fight for our rights
You and I must fight to survive
So, come ride with me through the veins of history, look at all the things we have done for them. Look at all the things they have done against us! We protected them when they were weak. And when people came after us, they helped the invaders and someone else came to help us. Then the someone promised freedom and we helped them to get it, then they claim all the credit and took advantage of everything single thing they could. When everything was done because of us, they rob us of our pride, our dignity and our achievements. So I would like to ask you, do you see hope in what you are doing now? You are complaining so much, writing songs making videos posting to Facebook and Youtube showing us what they are doing to you and indirectly to us. We already know, we do not need you to put salt on our wounds, remind us of all the pain we have been suffering!
The God that has been asleep on the job... I am not sure about this but like the Bible always say, God has His timing... after so many years we have seen nothing but death of our people, death of other people. But didn't the people of Israel waited 40 years? Let's just be calm and wait... wait and see...
How can we win when fools can be kings? Good question, revolution will come many said. I do not see one coming, neither do I see the need of one. In history, Kings rule the nation but they no longer do because of some reason, so the 'king' here refers to? We all know what the 'king' refers to. We are loyal and respect the King but not the 'king'. Why? because we must respect the King and they deserve to be respected. so why do we not respect the 'king'? because some of them don't even know English and some barely pass their O-levels. How the F are they going to run a country with a O-levels cert?
Don't waste your time or time will waste you... How many generations of people have raised up to oppose them? how many have succeeded? I can't calculate the number that did oppose them but I can tell you none of them have ever succeed. So why waste time? Stop wasting time or it will waste you just like it wasted so many people already... you are still young and you are a good song writer. Don't waste you life.
No one is gonna take me alive. They don't give a shit. They can't kill you now because everyone knows who are you and they can't find a thing to get you with. But if they wanted they would just kill me and not a single person will know. They are not humans anymore. They will do anything to protect their purse.
The time has come to make things right, You and I must fight for our rights, You and I must fight to survive. It is time to acknowledge and understand that we no longer have rights here and there is no point fighting for it. Do you know Zimbrawee? It was never a good country but then the Brits slowly gave them some things... and then they kick the Brits out and look at them know. So we should kick our selves out.
They go around shouting at us saying that we never repay them and everything that they have done for us asking us to look into history about everything they have done for us.
I tell you the truth, they have done NOTHING for us... therefore we need to repay them NOTHING. NOTHING AT ALL. I am a Christian, and God told me to bless my enemies. SO I bless them and will just say good bye to them. I pray that God bring justice here ASAP. because no matter what, slow justice is still justice.
Saturday, December 18, 2010
Friday, November 5, 2010
How much it hurts when a friend stab you in the back???
Dear Snow,
i like to think and imagine a lot... maybe think too much some times... but yes... i thought too much again... suspected something.
not sure how to actually say it but i just feel like releasing so stress that it all store in me.... just saw your status on facebook which kind of shock me... crying over the phone... would say this is the first time you actually cried? how shocking to see such a joyful girl breakdown... you seems lost for once...
happiness? what is that? being happy is to feel good about something that goes your way... happiness comes from many source and yes it certainly comes from friends. you are happy when things happen your way when you spend time with your friends... however, it is also undeniable that friends are the result to most of your miseries too...
hate and jealousy are always the first thing that result in friends 'betraying' each other... she was your best friend since primary school? I was shock that she actually did it too... but then Snow, a true best friend relationship takes an impossible among of time to form but just a single second to completely destroy it... you believe and was confidence that she took you as one of your best friends... but then... maybe she didnt?
you know, recently a lecturer just talk to me about Chinese. He told me that from his experience of living in Malaysia and other Asia countries, he learn that most Chinese only be friend people whom they can take advantage or gain from. Therefore rich people have a lot of 'friends'. From my point of view, he is very very right. I believe that more than 80% of us behave that way most of the time.
You need to understand that even if you treated her so good she might have had that jealousy since a long time ago... this are things that you will never know... there are people who will just clearly show you that they dislike you and wouldnt even mind being your enemy... we dont mind about them... just let them be... but it is those that hide their feelings that we are afraid of...
I can imagine how much it could have hurt you when she said that to you, I just found out something today too, i guess God kind of wanted me to know it because it was a complete coincidence that I was able to find out about that. I thank Him for letting me know it before hand instead of knowing it after everything happen and I thank Sir Lee Stanfield for spending so much time with you after the incident just to make sure you dont lose yourself... but Snow, you are a big girl know... it is time to grow up and know that people aren't as innocent as they always were. there are good and there are bad people... and we cant always tell so there are times when you must just let it go...
one last thing, how could you even think so killing yourself? if i would have been there when you said that I would have slapped you in the face in front of everybody regardless of whatever you were going through. DO you have any idea how many people look up to you because of who you are and what you have accomplished? just to remind you something that I myself often forget and I myself have to change... of course i do know that you are a much stronger Christian than I am but Snow, whatever friends in this world and maybe even family members in some extreme cases might just turn around and stabbed you right in the back and push you off the cliff but one thing i can assure you, your Father in heaven wont.
take care and get well soon girl,
Dar Dar
i like to think and imagine a lot... maybe think too much some times... but yes... i thought too much again... suspected something.
not sure how to actually say it but i just feel like releasing so stress that it all store in me.... just saw your status on facebook which kind of shock me... crying over the phone... would say this is the first time you actually cried? how shocking to see such a joyful girl breakdown... you seems lost for once...
happiness? what is that? being happy is to feel good about something that goes your way... happiness comes from many source and yes it certainly comes from friends. you are happy when things happen your way when you spend time with your friends... however, it is also undeniable that friends are the result to most of your miseries too...
hate and jealousy are always the first thing that result in friends 'betraying' each other... she was your best friend since primary school? I was shock that she actually did it too... but then Snow, a true best friend relationship takes an impossible among of time to form but just a single second to completely destroy it... you believe and was confidence that she took you as one of your best friends... but then... maybe she didnt?
you know, recently a lecturer just talk to me about Chinese. He told me that from his experience of living in Malaysia and other Asia countries, he learn that most Chinese only be friend people whom they can take advantage or gain from. Therefore rich people have a lot of 'friends'. From my point of view, he is very very right. I believe that more than 80% of us behave that way most of the time.
You need to understand that even if you treated her so good she might have had that jealousy since a long time ago... this are things that you will never know... there are people who will just clearly show you that they dislike you and wouldnt even mind being your enemy... we dont mind about them... just let them be... but it is those that hide their feelings that we are afraid of...
I can imagine how much it could have hurt you when she said that to you, I just found out something today too, i guess God kind of wanted me to know it because it was a complete coincidence that I was able to find out about that. I thank Him for letting me know it before hand instead of knowing it after everything happen and I thank Sir Lee Stanfield for spending so much time with you after the incident just to make sure you dont lose yourself... but Snow, you are a big girl know... it is time to grow up and know that people aren't as innocent as they always were. there are good and there are bad people... and we cant always tell so there are times when you must just let it go...
one last thing, how could you even think so killing yourself? if i would have been there when you said that I would have slapped you in the face in front of everybody regardless of whatever you were going through. DO you have any idea how many people look up to you because of who you are and what you have accomplished? just to remind you something that I myself often forget and I myself have to change... of course i do know that you are a much stronger Christian than I am but Snow, whatever friends in this world and maybe even family members in some extreme cases might just turn around and stabbed you right in the back and push you off the cliff but one thing i can assure you, your Father in heaven wont.
take care and get well soon girl,
Dar Dar
Friday, August 27, 2010
Is This Right?
Before coming to US, I wanted to tell her... but then Jacky suggested me not to... and Ida went on to tell him about it... Regret? Not very sure, seriously, I didn't know whether or not it was a good idea at all... I wasn't even sure how much my love for her can bring our relationship?
Jacky always say I think too much about the future and I should just try it out sometimes... Of course we have very good examples of that in UNMC... But then, I still think that I should respect and care for a girl that I like right? Final decision was to not express my feelings to her. Right before I board the plane, I sms her telling her I was leaving and that I would miss her a lot, hoping and dreaming that she would think of me occasionally.
In US, I kept thinking about her, logging on to MSN hoping she would be online, considerably spamming her Facebook... Even thought of calling her in some occasions... I knew I was getting a little crazy.
But then Jacky told me, if I lose my mind about her, then the relationship is as good as over. He said not to disturb her too much. And yes I agree that I might be disturbing her a little too much...
Jacky and Jing Yang enjoyed the company of the China girls but not me, I prefer to stay in my dorm and online, still hoping to catch her online... once in awhile. But then, she never reply me on Facebook, can't find her on MSN. It just makes me feel sad or maybe just down...
Then I met Elton on Skype, talked about this, he told me, if she is ignoring you then maybe it is time to forget about her.
And I saw someone who had a GF going around trying to get a few more...
And Jacky told me, it is about time I stop being Super Mr Nice Guy in such situations and just forget about it and move on... He told me, that I might be waiting for her but she might have already got another one...
Then Ida told me she is starting to lose her feelings for Willis... The last person I expected to tell me this.
Then there was this Taiwan girl, older than I was... and seriously, I guess everyone knew I would never take this up...
She was sweet and caring in many ways. Like a elder sister to me... because I was the youngest of all the internationals I guess...
But then we went on as good friends and jokingly I called her 妈咪... and she called me 儿子...
As time past, people started to think that we weren't just normal friends.
Then one of her friends asked me, 'Are you 2 together? Or are you 2 seriously just friends? because it doesn't seems so...'
Then Jacky asked me, '你喜欢她啊？' My reaction was to remind him that she is older than I am and Jacky immediately reply, '是时候改掉你那个想法了！' seriously? this does not help me at all.
And one day, her friend started talking to me about this age and relationship thing... -____-... JACKY!!!
I was still rejecting it but then, the more she talks about it the more I give in and that wasn't good i guess...
people around me started to support me to bring the relationship to a second level and holy cow, what am I suppose to do?
I want to know that this relationship/bond between me and her isn't a misunderstood relationship... and I don't know, I am just completely confused!!!
Jacky always say I think too much about the future and I should just try it out sometimes... Of course we have very good examples of that in UNMC... But then, I still think that I should respect and care for a girl that I like right? Final decision was to not express my feelings to her. Right before I board the plane, I sms her telling her I was leaving and that I would miss her a lot, hoping and dreaming that she would think of me occasionally.
In US, I kept thinking about her, logging on to MSN hoping she would be online, considerably spamming her Facebook... Even thought of calling her in some occasions... I knew I was getting a little crazy.
But then Jacky told me, if I lose my mind about her, then the relationship is as good as over. He said not to disturb her too much. And yes I agree that I might be disturbing her a little too much...
Jacky and Jing Yang enjoyed the company of the China girls but not me, I prefer to stay in my dorm and online, still hoping to catch her online... once in awhile. But then, she never reply me on Facebook, can't find her on MSN. It just makes me feel sad or maybe just down...
Then I met Elton on Skype, talked about this, he told me, if she is ignoring you then maybe it is time to forget about her.
And I saw someone who had a GF going around trying to get a few more...
And Jacky told me, it is about time I stop being Super Mr Nice Guy in such situations and just forget about it and move on... He told me, that I might be waiting for her but she might have already got another one...
Then Ida told me she is starting to lose her feelings for Willis... The last person I expected to tell me this.
Then there was this Taiwan girl, older than I was... and seriously, I guess everyone knew I would never take this up...
She was sweet and caring in many ways. Like a elder sister to me... because I was the youngest of all the internationals I guess...
But then we went on as good friends and jokingly I called her 妈咪... and she called me 儿子...
As time past, people started to think that we weren't just normal friends.
Then one of her friends asked me, 'Are you 2 together? Or are you 2 seriously just friends? because it doesn't seems so...'
Then Jacky asked me, '你喜欢她啊？' My reaction was to remind him that she is older than I am and Jacky immediately reply, '是时候改掉你那个想法了！' seriously? this does not help me at all.
And one day, her friend started talking to me about this age and relationship thing... -____-... JACKY!!!
I was still rejecting it but then, the more she talks about it the more I give in and that wasn't good i guess...
people around me started to support me to bring the relationship to a second level and holy cow, what am I suppose to do?
I want to know that this relationship/bond between me and her isn't a misunderstood relationship... and I don't know, I am just completely confused!!!
Friday, July 16, 2010
Football
Erm... not a very interesting thing for some people but I have been wondering why she is so mad that I like football so much?
What is the problem with the game?
I like watching and playing it just to forget about things that trouble me... because when I watch and play I forget about those things for awhile... gives me sometime to relax and that is wrong?
So ya, I spent money of football I agree and maybe a little too much?
What about people who turn to beer? smoking? drinking? clubbing and all those? that don't need money?
At least I don't do those things and you should be happy right?
or am I wrong?
What is the problem with the game?
I like watching and playing it just to forget about things that trouble me... because when I watch and play I forget about those things for awhile... gives me sometime to relax and that is wrong?
So ya, I spent money of football I agree and maybe a little too much?
What about people who turn to beer? smoking? drinking? clubbing and all those? that don't need money?
At least I don't do those things and you should be happy right?
or am I wrong?
I hate You Jesus
I have no idea why but a lot of people hate You just like You told Peter that people will hate us because they first hate You...
But now I indirectly hate You and the only person that wouldn't get mad because I hate You is You because now, You might be the only person that understand me... and If I was still in JB Pastor Ben would be outside my house within minutes after he reads this, but I don't care, because I know and You know what I mean...
Basically, I hate You for doing everything so indirectly and yet that is a good thing because You know that is the best and maybe only way this hard headed A hole can learn a lesson...
Many things happened today, good and bad and I know it is because of You because You planned everything for me and the people around me... using people around me to help me learn but then these kind of things are things that You know I can't take but must learn to accept... Yes Lord I hate You... XD
You knew why a hate them and went I got here You gave me a Supervisor that was just like them, slow and inefficient. Marcus changed me around with other supervisors and then today I got back to her again. Amazingly she improved, picked up English, worked much faster compared to last time, willingness to learn and listen. You changed her to shut me up and alright You win, she improved a lot and I should learn from her and yes I just don't know how to put this but You just know I hate to do this but when I see these kind of situation I will always force myself to learn...
how many times have You did this to me? I'm not sure but I know I'm not liking it but I know it is good for me...
So, yes I hate You for loving me so much... Thank You.
But now I indirectly hate You and the only person that wouldn't get mad because I hate You is You because now, You might be the only person that understand me... and If I was still in JB Pastor Ben would be outside my house within minutes after he reads this, but I don't care, because I know and You know what I mean...
Basically, I hate You for doing everything so indirectly and yet that is a good thing because You know that is the best and maybe only way this hard headed A hole can learn a lesson...
Many things happened today, good and bad and I know it is because of You because You planned everything for me and the people around me... using people around me to help me learn but then these kind of things are things that You know I can't take but must learn to accept... Yes Lord I hate You... XD
You knew why a hate them and went I got here You gave me a Supervisor that was just like them, slow and inefficient. Marcus changed me around with other supervisors and then today I got back to her again. Amazingly she improved, picked up English, worked much faster compared to last time, willingness to learn and listen. You changed her to shut me up and alright You win, she improved a lot and I should learn from her and yes I just don't know how to put this but You just know I hate to do this but when I see these kind of situation I will always force myself to learn...
how many times have You did this to me? I'm not sure but I know I'm not liking it but I know it is good for me...
So, yes I hate You for loving me so much... Thank You.
Monday, June 28, 2010
I love Kids...
Hurt my ankle that day so had to work only as Ride Control... super boring... but get to talk with many guest and also over heard their conversations... and I notice that kids are actually more adorable than I have ever imagine... their words can be extremely EVIL!!! or very FUNNY!!! and sometimes there will be a few that are just so SWEET!!!
I was at a ride called the Downhill Racer where up to four people can slide down a fast and considered aggressive slide competing with each other. The trick is to get as much air time as possible to go faster... and I heard all these...... XP
the EVILness in KIDS!
1.
"Mum, if I win you must buy me the Texan Dippin Dots ok?" [It is a type of Ice Cream sold in the park and Texan is the size which is the biggest!]
"But you have to beat me first!"
"OK, I sure I am going to win since I don't have as much fat as you do..." (boy)
2.
"Faster grandpa! I'm going to miss the ride!"
The grandpa looks at me... "Lots of stairs!" I smiled at him. He looks at his granddaughter and said "this is the last time ok?"
"NO! Mummy call me to stay with you and asked you to looked after me! SO YOU MUST LISTEN TO ME!" she screamed as a few guest around her laughed.
3.
There was a pretty fat guy in front of this girl and she look at him and told her mum...
"Mummy, can I change slides with you?"
"Why?"
"I'm scare my will fall after he use it... Please?"
the FUNNYness in KIDS
1.
A girl came up with her father... as I opened the gates, she saw the slide and started crying "Daddy it's so scary! I don't want to go on it! I don't want to go on it! Ahhhhhh...." she went down, then she cried all the way back up and went down with her dad again... after three times she was still crying... by the end of the day she did the slide 7 times... all crying and screaming "it's so scary! I don't want to go on it!"
2.
A girl came up to the slide and beside her was another girl...
"Can you let me win? Because I always win so can you let me win please?"
The other girl node and when I open the gate the girl seriously waited for her to go first before she went on the slide to let her win... Amazingly both girls were very happy and they did it a few times... =.=...[I guess one of them enjoyed winning and the other enjoyed losing?]
3.
"Mummy! The slides look very scary... I don't want to do it anymore let's go down ok?"
"Just try it, you might like it (her name)"
"I wouldn't!"
"How do you know before you try it?"
"because this slide is for big people only..."
the SWEETness in KIDS
there was this boy that caught my attention a lot... he was... extremely innocent I would say, curiosity brought him up with his mum but when he saw the slides he got scare and the following conversation will show you why this boy is outstanding among the rest of the kids I heard today.
"Mum, I think it is too scary for me." He looked very worried.
"Oh... I came all the way up here already, why don't you give it a try?"
He sat on the sliding mat and as the gate opened he looked down the slide and stood up and told his mum "I'm sorry mum, it is too scary I don't want to do it."
His mum got up looking a little disappointed and took his mat up...
Then he looked at his mum and said "I'm sorry mum, if you really want to do it you can go on I will walk down myself."
"Who's going to look after you then?"
"Then I will go with you..."
"But you're scare right?"
"Yup, but I will try it..."
"It's ok boy. come on, let's go down." She carried him up and started walking down.
"I'm sorry mum."
"It's ok"
"I'm sorry" and he kiss her, "Thank you for loving me so much mum"
This conversation caused the line to become very long... XD... everyone stood there listening to the little boy and no one required them to move aside for them to get down the slide first... everyone just look on... to this amazing boy...
And now for the funny part... XD
at this spot, I will push a button to open the gate and the people jump down the slide... so... they were always looking at my finger and not the gate, they will just jump right after seeing me press the button... So, i was wondering if I pressed the button without releasing the lock the gate will not open, but will they jump? XD muahahahahaha.... I am so EVIL!!!
I was at a ride called the Downhill Racer where up to four people can slide down a fast and considered aggressive slide competing with each other. The trick is to get as much air time as possible to go faster... and I heard all these...... XP
the EVILness in KIDS!
1.
"Mum, if I win you must buy me the Texan Dippin Dots ok?" [It is a type of Ice Cream sold in the park and Texan is the size which is the biggest!]
"But you have to beat me first!"
"OK, I sure I am going to win since I don't have as much fat as you do..." (boy)
2.
"Faster grandpa! I'm going to miss the ride!"
The grandpa looks at me... "Lots of stairs!" I smiled at him. He looks at his granddaughter and said "this is the last time ok?"
"NO! Mummy call me to stay with you and asked you to looked after me! SO YOU MUST LISTEN TO ME!" she screamed as a few guest around her laughed.
3.
There was a pretty fat guy in front of this girl and she look at him and told her mum...
"Mummy, can I change slides with you?"
"Why?"
"I'm scare my will fall after he use it... Please?"
the FUNNYness in KIDS
1.
A girl came up with her father... as I opened the gates, she saw the slide and started crying "Daddy it's so scary! I don't want to go on it! I don't want to go on it! Ahhhhhh...." she went down, then she cried all the way back up and went down with her dad again... after three times she was still crying... by the end of the day she did the slide 7 times... all crying and screaming "it's so scary! I don't want to go on it!"
2.
A girl came up to the slide and beside her was another girl...
"Can you let me win? Because I always win so can you let me win please?"
The other girl node and when I open the gate the girl seriously waited for her to go first before she went on the slide to let her win... Amazingly both girls were very happy and they did it a few times... =.=...[I guess one of them enjoyed winning and the other enjoyed losing?]
3.
"Mummy! The slides look very scary... I don't want to do it anymore let's go down ok?"
"Just try it, you might like it (her name)"
"I wouldn't!"
"How do you know before you try it?"
"because this slide is for big people only..."
the SWEETness in KIDS
there was this boy that caught my attention a lot... he was... extremely innocent I would say, curiosity brought him up with his mum but when he saw the slides he got scare and the following conversation will show you why this boy is outstanding among the rest of the kids I heard today.
"Mum, I think it is too scary for me." He looked very worried.
"Oh... I came all the way up here already, why don't you give it a try?"
He sat on the sliding mat and as the gate opened he looked down the slide and stood up and told his mum "I'm sorry mum, it is too scary I don't want to do it."
His mum got up looking a little disappointed and took his mat up...
Then he looked at his mum and said "I'm sorry mum, if you really want to do it you can go on I will walk down myself."
"Who's going to look after you then?"
"Then I will go with you..."
"But you're scare right?"
"Yup, but I will try it..."
"It's ok boy. come on, let's go down." She carried him up and started walking down.
"I'm sorry mum."
"It's ok"
"I'm sorry" and he kiss her, "Thank you for loving me so much mum"
This conversation caused the line to become very long... XD... everyone stood there listening to the little boy and no one required them to move aside for them to get down the slide first... everyone just look on... to this amazing boy...
And now for the funny part... XD
at this spot, I will push a button to open the gate and the people jump down the slide... so... they were always looking at my finger and not the gate, they will just jump right after seeing me press the button... So, i was wondering if I pressed the button without releasing the lock the gate will not open, but will they jump? XD muahahahahaha.... I am so EVIL!!!
Saturday, June 5, 2010
From KLIA to TEXAS
from Jacky's house to KLIA his mum sounded pretty worried about him... not that we don't know why... XP but then... yes Jacky was leaving for 4 months just like the 3 of us and his youngest brother could hardly accept it.
THe flight from KLIA to Taipei was too boring... it took 4 hours. I went up, watched a movie... Confucious.. forgot how to spell. XD... then makan not sure is dinner or lunch... then down to Taipei!!! XD
in Taipei... we were doing something damn FUN!!! we were DREAMING DREAMING DREAMING DREAMING DREAMING DREAMING DREAMING DREAMING DREAMING DREAMING DREAMING DREAMING DREAMING DREAMING DREAMING DREAMING DREAMING DREAMING DREAMING DREAMING DREAMING and DREAMING.
then after awhile found cheap food... so we ate.... XD 12am... went on plane to LA!!!
on the plane, as usual, the first thing Jacky did was... KAP LUI... he checked all the "waitress"... and wow... one was pretty cute... and Thai Girl... XD... and the best thing was... she was serving our lane tim! XP...
haiz... but then... talk about girl then think of Michelle then... GG.com.MY... tak payah tidur le... watched a movie... from Paris with love... then makan... then kept thinking of her... everyone slept... i couldn't so just listen to music and think of my pretty Michelle and then... morning le... makan breakfast and sampai LA...
got stuck at because of VISA... then after about 2 hours... got pass everything came out... makan McD... and then we know why America of advance while Malaysia is like... no need to say la;... we all know.. XP... all the McD burger got PORK BACON!!! HOLY PORK!!! so damn nice!!!
then went Terminal 1 they slept on the chair from 12am to 5am (a very boring 5 hours)... and then from LAX makan McD again then go Pheonix... in Pheonix finally got to online... then we went to Texas and here we are... in Schlitterbahn!!!
will UPDATE ASAP!!! new photoes on FACEBOOK too!
THe flight from KLIA to Taipei was too boring... it took 4 hours. I went up, watched a movie... Confucious.. forgot how to spell. XD... then makan not sure is dinner or lunch... then down to Taipei!!! XD
in Taipei... we were doing something damn FUN!!! we were DREAMING DREAMING DREAMING DREAMING DREAMING DREAMING DREAMING DREAMING DREAMING DREAMING DREAMING DREAMING DREAMING DREAMING DREAMING DREAMING DREAMING DREAMING DREAMING DREAMING DREAMING and DREAMING.
then after awhile found cheap food... so we ate.... XD 12am... went on plane to LA!!!
on the plane, as usual, the first thing Jacky did was... KAP LUI... he checked all the "waitress"... and wow... one was pretty cute... and Thai Girl... XD... and the best thing was... she was serving our lane tim! XP...
haiz... but then... talk about girl then think of Michelle then... GG.com.MY... tak payah tidur le... watched a movie... from Paris with love... then makan... then kept thinking of her... everyone slept... i couldn't so just listen to music and think of my pretty Michelle and then... morning le... makan breakfast and sampai LA...
got stuck at because of VISA... then after about 2 hours... got pass everything came out... makan McD... and then we know why America of advance while Malaysia is like... no need to say la;... we all know.. XP... all the McD burger got PORK BACON!!! HOLY PORK!!! so damn nice!!!
then went Terminal 1 they slept on the chair from 12am to 5am (a very boring 5 hours)... and then from LAX makan McD again then go Pheonix... in Pheonix finally got to online... then we went to Texas and here we are... in Schlitterbahn!!!
will UPDATE ASAP!!! new photoes on FACEBOOK too!
Tuesday, June 1, 2010
USA Trip!!!
Count down to US trip... 15 hours now... (was 16 but no longer!)
Haiz... Going to US tommorrow... XD
Lolz,y iz thre a sigh thre..u shd b hapi. [But I miss you ma T^T, if I stay in M'sia can SMS or MSN with u... US... can't le]
Besides its smthng u wnna do. Hmm,i guess i shd wish u all d best thre n err, enjoy d exprnces u r abt ti gain (^^,) [yeah... i can't really enjoy the 'exprnces' of missing you so much T^T]
Oh ya, n hv a safe trip thre as well.
Ha ha... Thanks. I guess i will miss you a lot... XP
[no reply T^T]
then I went to the Facebook post... XP...
http://www.facebook.com/#!/athurun?v=wall&story_fbid=123922084306875
haiz... but the point it yes... Jacky asked me... 'Why you love Michelle so much?'
Good question... i always forget to ask myself this...
When i first met you, i tot you were just my average girl type of friend...
then i broke up and i kinda got attracted by Xiao Han 'cuteness'... which i think a lot of people tot i wanted to learn basketball for her... maybe, but i don't really think so.... but then, I couldn't and i didn't try to know her more and so i decided to gave up because of some of her characteristics that i am not ready to get use to...
but then, you came into the picture and I couldn't resist it at all...
A girl that like football? and even better, Chelsea? and even Frank Lampard? Oh my goodness, I was amaze... and F1 was something i could get use to... and you hate horror movies... and yes i hate them too... and it is also because of my wonderful imagination which i sometime kinda love it... XP
even when I found out you didn't know a single instrument I never change my mind, you don't know chinese which makes things worst because these are some of the things I usually looked for, Music, Chinese, Football(very hard).
but then, I was still attracted to you Michelle.
I don't know why... so then I sat aside and think... why? this is based on my point of view...
You like football, unlike most girls.
You like F1, unlike most girls.
You hate horror, unlike most girls.
You like House, unlike most girls.
You are kind and loving and yet still lovely, unlike most girls.
and then suddenly i know why I love you so very much Michelle and not like any other girl, the answer to why I LOVE YOU comes from you... I love you because, you always tell me...
"JJ, I am not your average girl..."
And because of that, I love you Michelle... really... I will miss you when I am in US... hope you miss me too... T^T
Haiz... Going to US tommorrow... XD
Lolz,y iz thre a sigh thre..u shd b hapi. [But I miss you ma T^T, if I stay in M'sia can SMS or MSN with u... US... can't le]
Besides its smthng u wnna do. Hmm,i guess i shd wish u all d best thre n err, enjoy d exprnces u r abt ti gain (^^,) [yeah... i can't really enjoy the 'exprnces' of missing you so much T^T]
Oh ya, n hv a safe trip thre as well.
Ha ha... Thanks. I guess i will miss you a lot... XP
[no reply T^T]
then I went to the Facebook post... XP...
http://www.facebook.com/#!/athurun?v=wall&story_fbid=123922084306875
haiz... but the point it yes... Jacky asked me... 'Why you love Michelle so much?'
Good question... i always forget to ask myself this...
When i first met you, i tot you were just my average girl type of friend...
then i broke up and i kinda got attracted by Xiao Han 'cuteness'... which i think a lot of people tot i wanted to learn basketball for her... maybe, but i don't really think so.... but then, I couldn't and i didn't try to know her more and so i decided to gave up because of some of her characteristics that i am not ready to get use to...
but then, you came into the picture and I couldn't resist it at all...
A girl that like football? and even better, Chelsea? and even Frank Lampard? Oh my goodness, I was amaze... and F1 was something i could get use to... and you hate horror movies... and yes i hate them too... and it is also because of my wonderful imagination which i sometime kinda love it... XP
even when I found out you didn't know a single instrument I never change my mind, you don't know chinese which makes things worst because these are some of the things I usually looked for, Music, Chinese, Football(very hard).
but then, I was still attracted to you Michelle.
I don't know why... so then I sat aside and think... why? this is based on my point of view...
You like football, unlike most girls.
You like F1, unlike most girls.
You hate horror, unlike most girls.
You like House, unlike most girls.
You are kind and loving and yet still lovely, unlike most girls.
and then suddenly i know why I love you so very much Michelle and not like any other girl, the answer to why I LOVE YOU comes from you... I love you because, you always tell me...
"JJ, I am not your average girl..."
And because of that, I love you Michelle... really... I will miss you when I am in US... hope you miss me too... T^T
JOGOYA.
foundation kias went to makan after the whole long exam period... XD... best time of the year i guess.... of the foundation year... XD
first of all lazy to upoload pictures to describe slowly la... haiz... not much time at jacky house also.... very bs preparing to go US...
haha.... we arrived there, walked around the place after paying RM89.70... T^T... so XXX...
then found a lot of good stuff to makan!
IDA!!! i know you are reading! the pictures of the food are purely meant to bully you... XP
everyone went around taking food and ordering specially cooked food...
the only one who didn't was Pick Sheng!!!
HE HAD AN EVIL PLAN!!!
he sat at the first few seats of the long long table... went our food came, if was sent to the first table and he just took it and eat...
so all our food either came in half the proportion or completely disappear all thanks to the KS pro PICK SHENG!!!
then Say Chong got drunk... while Gaston got crazy about the ice creamm.... XP...
everyone was a bit of crazy here and there...
to me... so few people turned up... there were a lot of people missing from the pictures in facebook.... we forgot a lot of poeple too!!! XP...
then at the end of the day, Jing Yang took some japanese green bean mixed it with chinese tea and some kind of alcohol and me, willis him and chee hao drank a cup to see who was the slowest and had to drink that weird cup of thingy down...
too bad... i lost... it wasn't too bad... at least i didn't vomited or something... XD
ENJOY YOUR HOLIDAYS GUYS!!!
first of all lazy to upoload pictures to describe slowly la... haiz... not much time at jacky house also.... very bs preparing to go US...
haha.... we arrived there, walked around the place after paying RM89.70... T^T... so XXX...
then found a lot of good stuff to makan!
IDA!!! i know you are reading! the pictures of the food are purely meant to bully you... XP
everyone went around taking food and ordering specially cooked food...
the only one who didn't was Pick Sheng!!!
HE HAD AN EVIL PLAN!!!
he sat at the first few seats of the long long table... went our food came, if was sent to the first table and he just took it and eat...
so all our food either came in half the proportion or completely disappear all thanks to the KS pro PICK SHENG!!!
then Say Chong got drunk... while Gaston got crazy about the ice creamm.... XP...
everyone was a bit of crazy here and there...
to me... so few people turned up... there were a lot of people missing from the pictures in facebook.... we forgot a lot of poeple too!!! XP...
then at the end of the day, Jing Yang took some japanese green bean mixed it with chinese tea and some kind of alcohol and me, willis him and chee hao drank a cup to see who was the slowest and had to drink that weird cup of thingy down...
too bad... i lost... it wasn't too bad... at least i didn't vomited or something... XD
ENJOY YOUR HOLIDAYS GUYS!!!
Tuesday, May 25, 2010
Michelle
finally after so long... i am home...
but then.... when i was in nottingham... missed home...
and now i am home... miss UNMC and Michelle Khaw...
haiz...
how am i going to survive in USA if i keep thinking about her like that...
GG.com.MY.SY
must think of a way to not think of her so much...
should have told her just like Ida told YOU...
then maybe I could have a peace of mind if she rejected me or...
if she accepted me... then I wouldn't be think so much about when and how to tell her right?
but of course i will still miss her ba... just maybe not that much?
but i guess it could be worst... XD
seriously... Michelle... haiz... think of her so much no matter what is happening...
first time a girl distracted me from football... even Jasmine never successfully did that before... OMG!!!
A girl that is more important than Chelsea...
time to change my fantasy into another stupid story writing? XD
haiz...
seriously hoped i could be with her...
but then... i need to improve more...
i have nothing to impress her... so i need to improve in every single way...
go US... work hard... earn more money to buy stuffs....
work out more... need good body shape when i come back!
train basketball more... must improve... a lot...
learn violin... i want to learn... and guitar also... and learn them back!
most importantly... i should get closer with GOD too... try my best!
like Ida say... must hold on till the end... XD
but then.... when i was in nottingham... missed home...
and now i am home... miss UNMC and Michelle Khaw...
haiz...
how am i going to survive in USA if i keep thinking about her like that...
GG.com.MY.SY
must think of a way to not think of her so much...
should have told her just like Ida told YOU...
then maybe I could have a peace of mind if she rejected me or...
if she accepted me... then I wouldn't be think so much about when and how to tell her right?
but of course i will still miss her ba... just maybe not that much?
but i guess it could be worst... XD
seriously... Michelle... haiz... think of her so much no matter what is happening...
first time a girl distracted me from football... even Jasmine never successfully did that before... OMG!!!
A girl that is more important than Chelsea...
time to change my fantasy into another stupid story writing? XD
haiz...
seriously hoped i could be with her...
but then... i need to improve more...
i have nothing to impress her... so i need to improve in every single way...
go US... work hard... earn more money to buy stuffs....
work out more... need good body shape when i come back!
train basketball more... must improve... a lot...
learn violin... i want to learn... and guitar also... and learn them back!
most importantly... i should get closer with GOD too... try my best!
like Ida say... must hold on till the end... XD
Friday, May 21, 2010
Tuesday, May 18, 2010
EMO.... T^T
you in your room?
no..why?
so... where are you then? tot of bring you the sweater. (wat a stupid excuse)
sweater?..bt i tot thre's no nid 4 it ady,not my size. besides,i cnt tke it la,its nt rite.
why is it not right?
its jz aint rite la.. dunno wat else 2 say..sorry.
... haiz... erm... just want to ask you... if there is one thing that you would have me do... what would that be? (Why on earth did i suddenly ask then?)
Thts a vry sudden qstn..hmm, i cnt think of any rite nw..hw bout if i evr tought of sumtin i'l let u noe =)
PS:wats wit all dz sudden qstn n curiosity frm u?
lolz... no idea. erm... because actually i wanted to meet you to ask you something... but then seem like you don't feel like meeting me right now... XD
Dun tke it personally la.. im tht knd of person one. Cheer up =) its nt lik v dun c each other at all. Niwat, cnt talk already.. gt smtin 2 do, Bb.. XD
ok... see you some time else... XD
OMG... i feel damn stupid and EMO right now...
no..why?
so... where are you then? tot of bring you the sweater. (wat a stupid excuse)
sweater?..bt i tot thre's no nid 4 it ady,not my size. besides,i cnt tke it la,its nt rite.
why is it not right?
its jz aint rite la.. dunno wat else 2 say..sorry.
... haiz... erm... just want to ask you... if there is one thing that you would have me do... what would that be? (Why on earth did i suddenly ask then?)
Thts a vry sudden qstn..hmm, i cnt think of any rite nw..hw bout if i evr tought of sumtin i'l let u noe =)
PS:wats wit all dz sudden qstn n curiosity frm u?
lolz... no idea. erm... because actually i wanted to meet you to ask you something... but then seem like you don't feel like meeting me right now... XD
Dun tke it personally la.. im tht knd of person one. Cheer up =) its nt lik v dun c each other at all. Niwat, cnt talk already.. gt smtin 2 do, Bb.. XD
ok... see you some time else... XD
OMG... i feel damn stupid and EMO right now...
Sunday, May 16, 2010
Haiz...
Chelsea won the FA Cup yet again but then... haiz... didn't really felt happy... something was lacking last night while I was watching the game...
Michelle... she wasn't there so then the game didn't felt like what I wanted it to feel like...
I was hoping that she would turn up but then she had problem with maths which is on Monday and yes she did not turn up...
Haiz... if she would have turned up, maybe both of us wouldn't be having a nice night after what I would have told her but then... never try never know...
So she didn't turn up and everything failed because it did not happen at all...
so... I would concluded that I am still not brave enough to tell her so then... no... i need to tell her before she goes home so at least I know what she thinks...
Maybe... after her maths? or after the exam???
Haiz...
Michelle... she wasn't there so then the game didn't felt like what I wanted it to feel like...
I was hoping that she would turn up but then she had problem with maths which is on Monday and yes she did not turn up...
Haiz... if she would have turned up, maybe both of us wouldn't be having a nice night after what I would have told her but then... never try never know...
So she didn't turn up and everything failed because it did not happen at all...
so... I would concluded that I am still not brave enough to tell her so then... no... i need to tell her before she goes home so at least I know what she thinks...
Maybe... after her maths? or after the exam???
Haiz...
Thursday, May 13, 2010
being WISE?
how do you consider a person being WISE?
erm...
WISE is being smart? honorable? or what?
who knows what being WISE means?
BIBLE say GOD is WISE... but then, nothing can describe GOD... so then how to we descride WISE....
what are the WISE men in the BIBLE?
how can people call others WISE?
it is the combination of smartness of someone, how fast his mind thinks, how his mind thinks, how he analysis a situation, how he judge actions, how he handle fights or tension between people...
being WISE is to not WIn or loSE...
being WISE is to tolerate people who aren't WISE...
being WISE is to be able to know when to back down for situation and when to stand up...
being WISE is to know what, when and how to do or say something...
being WISE is to let the unWISE WIn and you loSE while actually you WON and he LOST...
that is being WISE...
so then, let us all try our best to be as WISE as possible...
XD
erm...
WISE is being smart? honorable? or what?
who knows what being WISE means?
BIBLE say GOD is WISE... but then, nothing can describe GOD... so then how to we descride WISE....
what are the WISE men in the BIBLE?
how can people call others WISE?
it is the combination of smartness of someone, how fast his mind thinks, how his mind thinks, how he analysis a situation, how he judge actions, how he handle fights or tension between people...
being WISE is to not WIn or loSE...
being WISE is to tolerate people who aren't WISE...
being WISE is to be able to know when to back down for situation and when to stand up...
being WISE is to know what, when and how to do or say something...
being WISE is to let the unWISE WIn and you loSE while actually you WON and he LOST...
that is being WISE...
so then, let us all try our best to be as WISE as possible...
XD
Friday, May 7, 2010
OMG....
Haiz...
I am like trying to think of something to just talk to you so that I can just talk to you... XD....
Haiz... I wonder when will I be able to gather enough courage to tell you I love You...
haiz... offered you the extra sweater which was kind of stupid... because it is L o... clearly you need S ma... haiz... but then... I could only think of you and no one else... so will you take it?
then... just tried to find something to talk with you so that I get the chance to talk with you and interact more with you... sometimes i feel so weird just trying to talk to you... scared and shy... OMG... i am a guy but I takut pula....
apa la...
must be brave but then scare if i tell you you wouldn't accept...
so have to write here... otherwise i might go crazy just thinking about it....
I am like trying to think of something to just talk to you so that I can just talk to you... XD....
Haiz... I wonder when will I be able to gather enough courage to tell you I love You...
haiz... offered you the extra sweater which was kind of stupid... because it is L o... clearly you need S ma... haiz... but then... I could only think of you and no one else... so will you take it?
then... just tried to find something to talk with you so that I get the chance to talk with you and interact more with you... sometimes i feel so weird just trying to talk to you... scared and shy... OMG... i am a guy but I takut pula....
apa la...
must be brave but then scare if i tell you you wouldn't accept...
so have to write here... otherwise i might go crazy just thinking about it....
Monday, April 26, 2010
Everything is fair...
"You say everything is fair?"
"Yup..."
"Look at that girl! Over there, she's completely perfect!"
"She smokes..."
"What about that babe?"
"She does nothing well and her beauty is the only thing she has..."
"What about the smart girl then?"
"Intelligence is the only thing she has! She does well in nothing else!"
"True... that girl is quite pretty..."
"Not completely... her mouth is a little fucked up... and yes, her has temper issues!"
"What about that girl, they say she good at sports and music and even her studies!"
"Her body?"
"Alright... Erm... maybe you are right..."
Then another girl walked by and sat together with the two guys...
"WOW! You know this girl?"
"Ya!"
"She's hot! I heard she studies well! has musical talent, singing, swimming and leadership qualities! People likes her in many ways! Now I have someone to prove you wrong sucker!"
"Up to you what you want to think..."
After finishing lunch, the guy got up to his car and took out a wheelchair...
The girl sat onto the wheelchair and he pushed her into school...
He turned around looking at the stunned guy...
"This world is fair... God made it that way... No one is completely perfect...
"Yup..."
"Look at that girl! Over there, she's completely perfect!"
"She smokes..."
"What about that babe?"
"She does nothing well and her beauty is the only thing she has..."
"What about the smart girl then?"
"Intelligence is the only thing she has! She does well in nothing else!"
"True... that girl is quite pretty..."
"Not completely... her mouth is a little fucked up... and yes, her has temper issues!"
"What about that girl, they say she good at sports and music and even her studies!"
"Her body?"
"Alright... Erm... maybe you are right..."
Then another girl walked by and sat together with the two guys...
"WOW! You know this girl?"
"Ya!"
"She's hot! I heard she studies well! has musical talent, singing, swimming and leadership qualities! People likes her in many ways! Now I have someone to prove you wrong sucker!"
"Up to you what you want to think..."
After finishing lunch, the guy got up to his car and took out a wheelchair...
The girl sat onto the wheelchair and he pushed her into school...
He turned around looking at the stunned guy...
"This world is fair... God made it that way... No one is completely perfect...
Wednesday, April 21, 2010
This is what you have done SON...
Ryan stared at the boy and looked back at the Chariman, "Why is he at our annual appreciation dinner anyway?"
The Chairman look towards to boy and said, "His friends want him here and he did helped out with the wounded right?"
Ryan, "Just because of that?"
The Chairman stare at him, "You didn't do much either right?"
Ryan shouted towards the boy, "Tell me why I should even appreciate you huh?!?"
The boy looks toward Ryan, "If you don't appreciate me then forget it! I don't need to be here then!"
Ryan, "Good! Then get lost!"
The boys friends tried to calm the situation down and just then a car crashes into the restaurant. A young girl lay down on the floor with blood all over her body.
The boy rushed towards the girl and moved her deeper into the restaurant and told people to move away from the girl as move and move by standers gathered around the area.
A few other people help the driver out of the car and the another man into the restaurant, he was in shock and the driver has faint.
Leaving the girl aside the boy checked on the driver and the another wounded man to make sure they were alright and returned to attend to the girl.
Using proper equipments, the boy removed the broken glasses and dirt from the girls wounded and stop all the bleeding which would be fatal.
Soon later the ambulance arrived, as the nurses came down to check on the victims. The driver and the other man was alright and the girl was moved to the hospital immediately. The ambulance leave and two nurses stay back to attend to the other man and the driver. Soon, both of them regained their senses. While the police was recording the statement from the driver, one of the nurse came into the damaged restaurant and told the man something.
Then the man turned around and throw himself onto the boy as all his friends and by stander look on.
"Erm, Sir! Did you noticed that my whole hands are filled with blood!"
"My only child's blood!" He hugged to boy and cried.
The nurse look at the boy and said, "The girl reached the hospital with only slightly more than 10 pints of blood. The doctor recovered her blood volume and pressure, she's safe now and that also means you saved her life. Good job SON!"
The boy look towards the man and then his friends and some of them smiled at him and he finally understood what it really meant when his officer told him this...
Lee Stanfield:-
"Son, it is not appreciation that the Medic seeks, but it is the joy and the feeling of success after you saved a live that brings the happiness to you. So tell me son, why do you need people to show their appreciation to you? Why to you need money or rewards when what you can do and have done is your biggest reward? This is what you have done SON, appreciate yourself for being a Medic, appreciate yourself for saving lives!"
I must always remember this, and people around me should know this because not everyone have the chance to safe someone from the edge of the cliff. Only Medics do... no one else...
The Chairman look towards to boy and said, "His friends want him here and he did helped out with the wounded right?"
Ryan, "Just because of that?"
The Chairman stare at him, "You didn't do much either right?"
Ryan shouted towards the boy, "Tell me why I should even appreciate you huh?!?"
The boy looks toward Ryan, "If you don't appreciate me then forget it! I don't need to be here then!"
Ryan, "Good! Then get lost!"
The boys friends tried to calm the situation down and just then a car crashes into the restaurant. A young girl lay down on the floor with blood all over her body.
The boy rushed towards the girl and moved her deeper into the restaurant and told people to move away from the girl as move and move by standers gathered around the area.
A few other people help the driver out of the car and the another man into the restaurant, he was in shock and the driver has faint.
Leaving the girl aside the boy checked on the driver and the another wounded man to make sure they were alright and returned to attend to the girl.
Using proper equipments, the boy removed the broken glasses and dirt from the girls wounded and stop all the bleeding which would be fatal.
Soon later the ambulance arrived, as the nurses came down to check on the victims. The driver and the other man was alright and the girl was moved to the hospital immediately. The ambulance leave and two nurses stay back to attend to the other man and the driver. Soon, both of them regained their senses. While the police was recording the statement from the driver, one of the nurse came into the damaged restaurant and told the man something.
Then the man turned around and throw himself onto the boy as all his friends and by stander look on.
"Erm, Sir! Did you noticed that my whole hands are filled with blood!"
"My only child's blood!" He hugged to boy and cried.
The nurse look at the boy and said, "The girl reached the hospital with only slightly more than 10 pints of blood. The doctor recovered her blood volume and pressure, she's safe now and that also means you saved her life. Good job SON!"
The boy look towards the man and then his friends and some of them smiled at him and he finally understood what it really meant when his officer told him this...
Lee Stanfield:-
"Son, it is not appreciation that the Medic seeks, but it is the joy and the feeling of success after you saved a live that brings the happiness to you. So tell me son, why do you need people to show their appreciation to you? Why to you need money or rewards when what you can do and have done is your biggest reward? This is what you have done SON, appreciate yourself for being a Medic, appreciate yourself for saving lives!"
I must always remember this, and people around me should know this because not everyone have the chance to safe someone from the edge of the cliff. Only Medics do... no one else...
Monday, April 19, 2010
你到底要我怎么样？？？
我说我想拥有你。。。
你说要拥有你很难。。。
我就说我会努力的。。。
你又告诉我失败的话，不要太伤心。。。
那你到底是要怎样呢？？？
看见你和那些朋友在一起，又想妒嫉。。。又会伤心。。。
可以告诉我该怎样吗？？？
我想告诉你。。。我爱你。。。
可是你又好像不想听。。。
你不想我们之间的关系在加深多一些吗？？？
我真的很想我们可以在一起。。。
你能够告诉我，我需要做什么才可以拥有你吗？？？
你说要拥有你很难。。。
我就说我会努力的。。。
你又告诉我失败的话，不要太伤心。。。
那你到底是要怎样呢？？？
看见你和那些朋友在一起，又想妒嫉。。。又会伤心。。。
可以告诉我该怎样吗？？？
我想告诉你。。。我爱你。。。
可是你又好像不想听。。。
你不想我们之间的关系在加深多一些吗？？？
我真的很想我们可以在一起。。。
你能够告诉我，我需要做什么才可以拥有你吗？？？
Tuesday, April 13, 2010
2030
跟你说了。。。
你却不明白。。。
又担心你明白后，就开始隔离我。。。
但。。。
我们之间的关系好像没那么好。。。
我担心太多了啊？？？
你可以告诉我吗？？？
我也不明白。。。
明知道你不会读。。。
还要写。。。
那些来干嘛???
可是却还想写。。。
希望你会读。。。
2030。。。
不就和5201314一样吗？？？
你不知道吗？？？
5201314=我爱你一生一世
可是，这是谎言。。。
我说不出。。。
我不想在，我们在一起之前就开始骗你了。。。
所以就说2030。。。
因为这是真的。。。
我真的是2030。。。
我真的是爱你想你。。。
你肯给我爱吗？？？
你肯给我想吗？？？
你却不明白。。。
又担心你明白后，就开始隔离我。。。
但。。。
我们之间的关系好像没那么好。。。
我担心太多了啊？？？
你可以告诉我吗？？？
我也不明白。。。
明知道你不会读。。。
还要写。。。
那些来干嘛???
可是却还想写。。。
希望你会读。。。
2030。。。
不就和5201314一样吗？？？
你不知道吗？？？
5201314=我爱你一生一世
可是，这是谎言。。。
我说不出。。。
我不想在，我们在一起之前就开始骗你了。。。
所以就说2030。。。
因为这是真的。。。
我真的是2030。。。
我真的是爱你想你。。。
你肯给我爱吗？？？
你肯给我想吗？？？
My Whole Life...
My whole life I have been facing difficulties again and again... Life is difficult but then isn't there a break or something?!?
Failures after failures and those brainless idiots says failure is the first step before success comes but for my whole life I have only been facing failures and where is the success??? No where to be found!!!
May I ask You something? because not that I am ungrateful for everything You have done for me but, can You bless me more?
They told me that believing in You is the right thing to do and I am very sure that it is You that i want to believe in but then, they told me that You bless your people and I really hope that You can bless me a little more just slightly more!
I results were never ever good, and I mean seriously never, but then the official exams always comes out better than anyone ever imagined which i thank You a lot for!
But then, i never do good in anything i try to do!
my musics are never good... i only know them, can You give me more?
my results are never even near to average! can You at least give me average?
my life is one of the most boring one around! I don't get along well with people and You know that! I am very sure You know that so can You help?!?
i feel like my life is completely not in order, nothing i try to do ever give me any good result!
i can't play football nicely! i try to pick up basketball but the injuries just never stop coming!
i can't even get a fit body! how hard have i tried to go to the gyms, exercise till my body sugar level goes below normal level...
i can't even please a girl! what have i done that You are doing all these to me?
i just want a girl friend which everyone around me is having... i have tried over and over again but You will never along one to be happy!
You wouldn't let me play musics nicely,
You wouldn't let me play football nicely,
You wouldn't let me play basketball nicely,
You wouldn't let me build a fit body,
You wouldn't let me do good in my studies,
You wouldn't let me let along with people,
You wouldn't let me taste success,
You wouldn't let me get the girl i like,
and now, You wouldn't let me SLEEP!!!
What on EARTH do YOU want me to do!!! When everything i try goes down to the ground without a single sight of success?!?!?
Failures after failures and those brainless idiots says failure is the first step before success comes but for my whole life I have only been facing failures and where is the success??? No where to be found!!!
May I ask You something? because not that I am ungrateful for everything You have done for me but, can You bless me more?
They told me that believing in You is the right thing to do and I am very sure that it is You that i want to believe in but then, they told me that You bless your people and I really hope that You can bless me a little more just slightly more!
I results were never ever good, and I mean seriously never, but then the official exams always comes out better than anyone ever imagined which i thank You a lot for!
But then, i never do good in anything i try to do!
my musics are never good... i only know them, can You give me more?
my results are never even near to average! can You at least give me average?
my life is one of the most boring one around! I don't get along well with people and You know that! I am very sure You know that so can You help?!?
i feel like my life is completely not in order, nothing i try to do ever give me any good result!
i can't play football nicely! i try to pick up basketball but the injuries just never stop coming!
i can't even get a fit body! how hard have i tried to go to the gyms, exercise till my body sugar level goes below normal level...
i can't even please a girl! what have i done that You are doing all these to me?
i just want a girl friend which everyone around me is having... i have tried over and over again but You will never along one to be happy!
You wouldn't let me play musics nicely,
You wouldn't let me play football nicely,
You wouldn't let me play basketball nicely,
You wouldn't let me build a fit body,
You wouldn't let me do good in my studies,
You wouldn't let me let along with people,
You wouldn't let me taste success,
You wouldn't let me get the girl i like,
and now, You wouldn't let me SLEEP!!!
What on EARTH do YOU want me to do!!! When everything i try goes down to the ground without a single sight of success?!?!?
Sunday, April 11, 2010
”我爱你“
男：“我爱你”
女：“真的？”
男：“当然...”
女：“那你怎样爱两个人啊？”
男：“什么意思啊？我只爱你啊！
女：“你昨天不是才和慧敏告白吗？”
男：“。。。”
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女：“你爱我吗？”
男：“当然！”
女：“那你会永远的照顾我？”
男：“当然！”
女：“那你会永远的宠我？”
男：“当然！”
女：“我需要你是你永远都会在我身旁？”
男：“当然！”
女：“我生病的时候你永远都会在那照顾我？”
男：“当然！”
女：“我们在一起了你就不可以在和别的女生乱来了哦！”
男：“。。。”
女：“怎么啦？”
男：“你是谁？”
—————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————
男：“你爱我吗？”
女：“当然！”
男：“我也是。。。”
女：“当然！”
男：“我们结婚吧！”
女：“当然！不过。。。婚礼要有100座，我要钻石戒指，我不要和你老妈子住，我要自己的车，我要自己的屋子。。。”
男：“你爱的好像不是人。。。”
女：“是啊！为什么不是？你爱别的女人？！？你们这些男人都只会骗感情的！！！”
男：“。。。”
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那到底是爱不爱呢？？？
女：“真的？”
男：“当然...”
女：“那你怎样爱两个人啊？”
男：“什么意思啊？我只爱你啊！
女：“你昨天不是才和慧敏告白吗？”
男：“。。。”
—————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————
女：“你爱我吗？”
男：“当然！”
女：“那你会永远的照顾我？”
男：“当然！”
女：“那你会永远的宠我？”
男：“当然！”
女：“我需要你是你永远都会在我身旁？”
男：“当然！”
女：“我生病的时候你永远都会在那照顾我？”
男：“当然！”
女：“我们在一起了你就不可以在和别的女生乱来了哦！”
男：“。。。”
女：“怎么啦？”
男：“你是谁？”
—————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————
男：“你爱我吗？”
女：“当然！”
男：“我也是。。。”
女：“当然！”
男：“我们结婚吧！”
女：“当然！不过。。。婚礼要有100座，我要钻石戒指，我不要和你老妈子住，我要自己的车，我要自己的屋子。。。”
男：“你爱的好像不是人。。。”
女：“是啊！为什么不是？你爱别的女人？！？你们这些男人都只会骗感情的！！！”
男：“。。。”
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那到底是爱不爱呢？？？
Something very important for you to know... MUST READ
impression is the most important thing and good impression at first sight is the best situation to keep you reading!!! but I don't plan to impress you with anything over here except my very not impressing load of bull shit, which you will soon find out informs you about something that is so important about what I am about to say which is something you have to read to know and you finally figure out that I am saying------ NOTHING.
enjoy reading my blog! you may find some EMO things... some WEIRD things..... some FUNNY things.... some FUNNY and yet WEIRD things which is still under FUNNY and also WEIRD... you may also find some of my LIFE EXPERIENCE... or some BULL SHIT from the internet or myself and also some GOOD SHIT from other blogger or internet articles...
and finally I would like to congratulate you as this is the first article of my that you have read... but the most important thing is something that you are about to find out which you will be told about at the end of this not so long and yet to short article which might result to some unpleasant reactions from a set amount of people. And finally we come to the end, which is that this is an article under the section BULL SHIT.
enjoy reading my blog! you may find some EMO things... some WEIRD things..... some FUNNY things.... some FUNNY and yet WEIRD things which is still under FUNNY and also WEIRD... you may also find some of my LIFE EXPERIENCE... or some BULL SHIT from the internet or myself and also some GOOD SHIT from other blogger or internet articles...
and finally I would like to congratulate you as this is the first article of my that you have read... but the most important thing is something that you are about to find out which you will be told about at the end of this not so long and yet to short article which might result to some unpleasant reactions from a set amount of people. And finally we come to the end, which is that this is an article under the section BULL SHIT.
Thursday, April 8, 2010
Questions and Answer...
Lots of days of unable to sleep makes me think of a lot of things...
things that had happen a long time ago, or recently... everything that reminds me of something...
so recent things, the most recent would be the fight with Jason i think. That changed me a lot or at least started a change. It suddenly reminded me of something that I never really thought of before. It remind me to look at myself before blaming others. By keeping the fault to myself, I may resolve such issue and preventing them from becoming big. Like Jacky says, 退一步，海阔天空； 忍一时，风平浪静...
Then funny things like Jacky trying to get me into trouble with girls...
That is some serious stuff, I mean, I prefer to take boy girl relationship more seriously now... how much a like/love a girl depends greatly on how much I know her and how much I think both of us can stick together. I don't want to like a girl just because she is pretty, I must know that we can really be together or at least I can try to suit her. Jacky himself has some target but then I am stuck between two...
Then he tries to do some much to get me closer to them, I some times wonder why...
Then comes to the most recent thing which just happened yesterday and the QNA started today or just awhile ago.
I finally confirm Ida's target! XD...
But then I seem to question why she do not take action and all those. But then, today, I notice I myself did not take much initiative to try to know more about one of the two girls... Ida gave me some suggestion and yes, I think I should start something before its too late.
Last night while swimming with Jacky, Ida and Xiao Han, the two girls and even Jacky mentioned about girls waiting too long for a guy and finally giving up on him because they waited too long. I want to make sure that never happen again. I just need one of those experience not another one... I kind of miss the feeling of loving and taking caring of a girl that I love... making her feel happy and save... pampering her... those are feeling that have long gone after that relationship end... It never really came back to me after I broke up with Jasmine...
Then it goes all the way back to my birthday... (which is only two days ago =.=)
Many of the mail a receive were birthday wishes but one of them came with something more. It brings back good and bad memories. and it reminds me that I need my body back... I need my skills back... I need to get back on track, I am 19 now...
About a month back, another feeling that I have missed for a long time... one that I can hard get...
Jing Yang cut his head big time, 3-4s were needed but the doctor gave 2 which caused him some problem... The normal first aid jobs like asthma, cram, hurt, cut has lose my interest a long long long long time ago, after that duty which got my whole hands in other people blood, the sensation will never leave me, I can never forget that, the feeling that, I am a medic, here to save lives! Not a first aider here to wrap you up but I am here to keep you alive... Then that day, someone hit his nose really bad. Blood came out of it without stopping, there were no proper things to hold his head in position and clean his mouth of the blood. So I used my bare hands, seconds later, blood from his mouth and nose filled my hands and I actually felt good...
I missed to feeling of blood, I feel like I am crazy for blood... not that I enjoy seeing people bleed but the feeling is too good to resist. OK, I am starting to sound crazy... My officers should understand what I meant.
Then it goes back all the way to secondary school.
[
What happens when your squad gets pin down, the captain is shot and the vice is shock? what is your job as a CFM?
get the captain up and running, slap the sense out of the vice!
What is the first thing you do when you see someone is the pool drowning?
jump immediately unless I have tight pants on then remove and jump
What will you do if you find out that you squad member is planning to betray their country during a mission? trick question? just kill him right away What if the whole squad is planning to do so? Try to kill them all even if I had to die. You are loyal but stupid.
What if you are a sniper, you go all the way up a 800m place to assassinate an enemy secret agent and
see your best friend in the scope? (I will shot him)
your brother? (I will shot him but that is impossible) That is what you think.
me? (Sorry sir but I will have to kill you) Good
so now tell me then, what if you saw your girlfriend?
(Err... I will have to shot her...)
]
Who would be asked these questions? and who would answer it that way?
But the most important question I would like to ask her now is "Are you willing to be my girlfriend?"
But the question is who is the girl? Even I don't know that... And how fast must I make my decision? I am confused...
things that had happen a long time ago, or recently... everything that reminds me of something...
so recent things, the most recent would be the fight with Jason i think. That changed me a lot or at least started a change. It suddenly reminded me of something that I never really thought of before. It remind me to look at myself before blaming others. By keeping the fault to myself, I may resolve such issue and preventing them from becoming big. Like Jacky says, 退一步，海阔天空； 忍一时，风平浪静...
Then funny things like Jacky trying to get me into trouble with girls...
That is some serious stuff, I mean, I prefer to take boy girl relationship more seriously now... how much a like/love a girl depends greatly on how much I know her and how much I think both of us can stick together. I don't want to like a girl just because she is pretty, I must know that we can really be together or at least I can try to suit her. Jacky himself has some target but then I am stuck between two...
Then he tries to do some much to get me closer to them, I some times wonder why...
Then comes to the most recent thing which just happened yesterday and the QNA started today or just awhile ago.
I finally confirm Ida's target! XD...
But then I seem to question why she do not take action and all those. But then, today, I notice I myself did not take much initiative to try to know more about one of the two girls... Ida gave me some suggestion and yes, I think I should start something before its too late.
Last night while swimming with Jacky, Ida and Xiao Han, the two girls and even Jacky mentioned about girls waiting too long for a guy and finally giving up on him because they waited too long. I want to make sure that never happen again. I just need one of those experience not another one... I kind of miss the feeling of loving and taking caring of a girl that I love... making her feel happy and save... pampering her... those are feeling that have long gone after that relationship end... It never really came back to me after I broke up with Jasmine...
Then it goes all the way back to my birthday... (which is only two days ago =.=)
Many of the mail a receive were birthday wishes but one of them came with something more. It brings back good and bad memories. and it reminds me that I need my body back... I need my skills back... I need to get back on track, I am 19 now...
About a month back, another feeling that I have missed for a long time... one that I can hard get...
Jing Yang cut his head big time, 3-4s were needed but the doctor gave 2 which caused him some problem... The normal first aid jobs like asthma, cram, hurt, cut has lose my interest a long long long long time ago, after that duty which got my whole hands in other people blood, the sensation will never leave me, I can never forget that, the feeling that, I am a medic, here to save lives! Not a first aider here to wrap you up but I am here to keep you alive... Then that day, someone hit his nose really bad. Blood came out of it without stopping, there were no proper things to hold his head in position and clean his mouth of the blood. So I used my bare hands, seconds later, blood from his mouth and nose filled my hands and I actually felt good...
I missed to feeling of blood, I feel like I am crazy for blood... not that I enjoy seeing people bleed but the feeling is too good to resist. OK, I am starting to sound crazy... My officers should understand what I meant.
Then it goes back all the way to secondary school.
[
What happens when your squad gets pin down, the captain is shot and the vice is shock? what is your job as a CFM?
get the captain up and running, slap the sense out of the vice!
What is the first thing you do when you see someone is the pool drowning?
jump immediately unless I have tight pants on then remove and jump
What will you do if you find out that you squad member is planning to betray their country during a mission? trick question? just kill him right away What if the whole squad is planning to do so? Try to kill them all even if I had to die. You are loyal but stupid.
What if you are a sniper, you go all the way up a 800m place to assassinate an enemy secret agent and
see your best friend in the scope? (I will shot him)
your brother? (I will shot him but that is impossible) That is what you think.
me? (Sorry sir but I will have to kill you) Good
so now tell me then, what if you saw your girlfriend?
(Err... I will have to shot her...)
]
Who would be asked these questions? and who would answer it that way?
But the most important question I would like to ask her now is "Are you willing to be my girlfriend?"
But the question is who is the girl? Even I don't know that... And how fast must I make my decision? I am confused...
Saturday, April 3, 2010
SLEEP!!!
For the pass few days, I have been having problem SLEEPING!!!
Not that I slept too much, but I COMPLETELY CANT SLEEP!!!
30.03.2010 - went back to room at 12.30 am. Couldn't sleep even until 6.30 am. Decided to go back to SA.
31.03.2010 - Went GYM from at around 4.30pm came back by 6 pm went Band training and came back at 11.30. Went back room, couldn't sleep until 1.30am. Decided to not waste time trying to sleep and went back to SA.
01.04.2010 - Go GYM from 4pm to 6pm. But still can't sleep at night.
02.04.2010 - Went gym and basketball again, learn shooting from Jing Yang and obverse how some pro shooters shoot. Went back to room at 12am. Couldn't sleep so went to SA and try to sleep in SA (got aircon ma maybe can sleep) next thing I know is Shanon saying good morning to me.
In the afternoon, went GYM at 3pm until 5pm and play basketball. Tried to copy Xiao Han's way of jumping to increase air time seems to work for me too. XD... then after bath successfully slept for 1 hour... then 6.30 the Puki Yang call me and woke me up, and then go SA saw Ida... Kena ketawa by her again... XD...
now is 03.04.2010 - still can't sleep... T_T EMO A!!!
Not that I slept too much, but I COMPLETELY CANT SLEEP!!!
30.03.2010 - went back to room at 12.30 am. Couldn't sleep even until 6.30 am. Decided to go back to SA.
31.03.2010 - Went GYM from at around 4.30pm came back by 6 pm went Band training and came back at 11.30. Went back room, couldn't sleep until 1.30am. Decided to not waste time trying to sleep and went back to SA.
01.04.2010 - Go GYM from 4pm to 6pm. But still can't sleep at night.
02.04.2010 - Went gym and basketball again, learn shooting from Jing Yang and obverse how some pro shooters shoot. Went back to room at 12am. Couldn't sleep so went to SA and try to sleep in SA (got aircon ma maybe can sleep) next thing I know is Shanon saying good morning to me.
In the afternoon, went GYM at 3pm until 5pm and play basketball. Tried to copy Xiao Han's way of jumping to increase air time seems to work for me too. XD... then after bath successfully slept for 1 hour... then 6.30 the Puki Yang call me and woke me up, and then go SA saw Ida... Kena ketawa by her again... XD...
now is 03.04.2010 - still can't sleep... T_T EMO A!!!
Wednesday, March 31, 2010
My Targets!
Current targets in life and people to be in par with!
Studies = Ida Phang
Basketball = Tan Jing Yang
Body Building = Elton Yan
Positive Living style = Shannon Xinru Yu/Michelle Khaw
Computer Programming = Soon Yee
Hope you guys wouldn't mind being my target and do help me reach it too! XD
Studies = Ida Phang
Basketball = Tan Jing Yang
Body Building = Elton Yan
Positive Living style = Shannon Xinru Yu/Michelle Khaw
Computer Programming = Soon Yee
Hope you guys wouldn't mind being my target and do help me reach it too! XD
Tuesday, March 30, 2010
A lot of thing just happened...
Thank you GOD for my friends/parent who constantly encourage me and advice me as I grow spiritually, mentally,physically.
You have now put me into another test and I thank You GOD as I now know that, it is not always others that are wrong but I must acknowledge and see my mistakes too...
Pray my friends/family forgive ...me for my pass doings and continue to support me and guide my as I work hard to be a better man...
Amen
You have now put me into another test and I thank You GOD as I now know that, it is not always others that are wrong but I must acknowledge and see my mistakes too...
Pray my friends/family forgive ...me for my pass doings and continue to support me and guide my as I work hard to be a better man...
Amen
Sunday, March 21, 2010
$?&!
Anyone knows what $?&! is?
It is something very special...
$?&! is actually the band name that Jacky and I just formed...
$ = Jacky
? = JJ
& = 小涵
! = Elton
So we have been wanting to form a band for awhile... even since last semester but could not find a guitarist and bassist... but then we found Elton the MDFK! XP
So Jacky just decided to agree to Zuher's request to perform is the AIDS Awareness Concert... With only one week to prepare everything, the three of us had no idea what to do... But then Elton said we seriously need a bassist... so the next day, I told Jacky that maybe 小涵 can use the piano/keyboard to replace the role of the bassist la... he says up to me...
I never expected it to be so easy but then, 小涵 actually agreed to the idea without much questioning... lolz... So we were talking about forming the band for 2 semester and did nothing but in the end, it took us less than 24 hours to form it... pretty lame and weird but yet somewhat cool... XP
Hope you guys enjoy the performance!
It is something very special...
$?&! is actually the band name that Jacky and I just formed...
$ = Jacky
? = JJ
& = 小涵
! = Elton
So we have been wanting to form a band for awhile... even since last semester but could not find a guitarist and bassist... but then we found Elton the MDFK! XP
So Jacky just decided to agree to Zuher's request to perform is the AIDS Awareness Concert... With only one week to prepare everything, the three of us had no idea what to do... But then Elton said we seriously need a bassist... so the next day, I told Jacky that maybe 小涵 can use the piano/keyboard to replace the role of the bassist la... he says up to me...
I never expected it to be so easy but then, 小涵 actually agreed to the idea without much questioning... lolz... So we were talking about forming the band for 2 semester and did nothing but in the end, it took us less than 24 hours to form it... pretty lame and weird but yet somewhat cool... XP
Hope you guys enjoy the performance!
Tuesday, March 9, 2010
Revenge and Forgiving
How hard is it to get revenge? What are the desires that push someone up to the level of wanting revenge?
How hard is it to forgive? What is need for a person to forgive another?
Revenge comes only when someone fail to forgive but forgiveness doesn't always come after revenge fails...
A revenge that fails may eventually lead to more revenge and never ending revenge of this world.
They invaded their country... Killed their people... so they wanted revenge and blew somethings up in their country... Revenge maybe sweet at the moment but turns out to be bitter especially when revenge, is greeted by revenge. Another invasion which results to unimaginable reactions from the world and also uncountable destruction.
So someone once said, "An eye for an eye makes the world goes blind."
However, an eye for an eye is the way the world likes to go and of course it is the easiest way to go.
Since it is so hard to forgive, everyone should just seek revenge. Revenge is the sweetest thing anyone would find, seriously, revenge makes you feel happy and the feeling of finally being able to get even with that person is fantastic!
Forgiving someone takes courage and the tolerance and endurance... Courage to let go of what happen to you, tolerance to the persons for whatever he did to you... and finally endurance to see the person walk away without proper punishment being brought to him...
I sometimes wonder...
Parents get angry and sad that their sons get killed...
Wives curse the heavens as their husbands are murdered...
Husbands swear for revenge when their wives are taken from them....
Children cry till they run out of breath when their parents die...
So what will the little child think or want to do when the mum tells the child...
"They killed him when you were in my tummy... Everyone fight for justice for your daddy, just as your daddy was fighting for justice for his people... But justice never came..."
How hard it is for the little child to swallow this hatred? How hard it is for the little child to tolerate this injustice? How hard it is for the little child to endure this madness?
An eye for an eye? Or just endure and grow up without the caring of a father? without the love of a father... without the sincere advice of a father... without the guidance of a father... without a father to look up to... to hug and cry when you are sad... How much must the boy endure... Can you tell me?
Why forgive when you can enjoy revenge? Why bare with the pain of forgiveness? Revenge comes easy and sweet... Revenge let's us feel finally even with everything that people has done to us... everything that was unfair... all the innocent people...
Why not just revenge??? and let the world go blind......
How hard is it to forgive? What is need for a person to forgive another?
Revenge comes only when someone fail to forgive but forgiveness doesn't always come after revenge fails...
A revenge that fails may eventually lead to more revenge and never ending revenge of this world.
They invaded their country... Killed their people... so they wanted revenge and blew somethings up in their country... Revenge maybe sweet at the moment but turns out to be bitter especially when revenge, is greeted by revenge. Another invasion which results to unimaginable reactions from the world and also uncountable destruction.
So someone once said, "An eye for an eye makes the world goes blind."
However, an eye for an eye is the way the world likes to go and of course it is the easiest way to go.
Since it is so hard to forgive, everyone should just seek revenge. Revenge is the sweetest thing anyone would find, seriously, revenge makes you feel happy and the feeling of finally being able to get even with that person is fantastic!
Forgiving someone takes courage and the tolerance and endurance... Courage to let go of what happen to you, tolerance to the persons for whatever he did to you... and finally endurance to see the person walk away without proper punishment being brought to him...
I sometimes wonder...
Parents get angry and sad that their sons get killed...
Wives curse the heavens as their husbands are murdered...
Husbands swear for revenge when their wives are taken from them....
Children cry till they run out of breath when their parents die...
So what will the little child think or want to do when the mum tells the child...
"They killed him when you were in my tummy... Everyone fight for justice for your daddy, just as your daddy was fighting for justice for his people... But justice never came..."
How hard it is for the little child to swallow this hatred? How hard it is for the little child to tolerate this injustice? How hard it is for the little child to endure this madness?
An eye for an eye? Or just endure and grow up without the caring of a father? without the love of a father... without the sincere advice of a father... without the guidance of a father... without a father to look up to... to hug and cry when you are sad... How much must the boy endure... Can you tell me?
Why forgive when you can enjoy revenge? Why bare with the pain of forgiveness? Revenge comes easy and sweet... Revenge let's us feel finally even with everything that people has done to us... everything that was unfair... all the innocent people...
Why not just revenge??? and let the world go blind......
Wednesday, March 3, 2010
走路/睡觉。。。
每个人做最多的事就是走路和睡觉。。。
去哪里，每个人都必须走路。。。
每一天，每个人都必须睡觉。。。
那，走路和睡觉有什么特性？？？
好像。。。都是很浪费时间的活动。。。
为什么要走路？不跑呢？
跑比走快，可以省时间，又使身体更健康。。。
为什么要睡那么多呢？睡觉只是为了补充能力。。。
多睡不只是浪费时间吗？？？
那为什么人，那么喜欢浪费时间？？？
短短的一个人生，有多么多的时间是别浪费的。。。数不清了。。。
人。。。应该学会多多节省才行。。。
否则。。。地球。。。可能活不久了。。。
去哪里，每个人都必须走路。。。
每一天，每个人都必须睡觉。。。
那，走路和睡觉有什么特性？？？
好像。。。都是很浪费时间的活动。。。
为什么要走路？不跑呢？
跑比走快，可以省时间，又使身体更健康。。。
为什么要睡那么多呢？睡觉只是为了补充能力。。。
多睡不只是浪费时间吗？？？
那为什么人，那么喜欢浪费时间？？？
短短的一个人生，有多么多的时间是别浪费的。。。数不清了。。。
人。。。应该学会多多节省才行。。。
否则。。。地球。。。可能活不久了。。。
Thursday, February 25, 2010
朋友。。。
为什么我们需要朋友？
因为每个人都需要别人的支持。
那为什么会有人会背叛/滥用朋友？
因为他们不把你当朋友。
那朋友是什么？
你打球上场，我们喊！
你上台表演，我们喊！
你参加辩论，我们支持！
你成功，我们为你高兴/开心！
朋友，你在哪，我们就去哪！
我们一起赢，一起输！
因为每个人都需要别人的支持。
那为什么会有人会背叛/滥用朋友？
因为他们不把你当朋友。
那朋友是什么？
你打球上场，我们喊！
你上台表演，我们喊！
你参加辩论，我们支持！
你成功，我们为你高兴/开心！
朋友，你在哪，我们就去哪！
我们一起赢，一起输！
Education or just Educating?
What is education? Can someone actually tell me what it is in reality? What does it means to us as human beings? And does it means to you?
Those who are weak are removed as the stronger proceed from level to level and only the best achieve what they deserve. But is that so?
Those who are slow are leave out, as those who work fast move forward. Or do they?
Those who are stupid are discarded, as smart ones are picked up and and are sent forward. But no longer so isn't it?
EDUCATION IS A GREAT GIFT!
IT KILLS THE WEAK!
TORMENTS THE SLOW!
and
DESTROYS THE STUPID!
SURVIVAL IS AN HONOR, AND HERE WE THRIVE!
this use to be what people think about EDUCATION... no longer so... we have failed in educating ourselves, because we have failed to understand education itself.
Those who are weak are removed as the stronger proceed from level to level and only the best achieve what they deserve. But is that so?
Those who are slow are leave out, as those who work fast move forward. Or do they?
Those who are stupid are discarded, as smart ones are picked up and and are sent forward. But no longer so isn't it?
EDUCATION IS A GREAT GIFT!
IT KILLS THE WEAK!
TORMENTS THE SLOW!
and
DESTROYS THE STUPID!
SURVIVAL IS AN HONOR, AND HERE WE THRIVE!
this use to be what people think about EDUCATION... no longer so... we have failed in educating ourselves, because we have failed to understand education itself.
Wednesday, February 17, 2010
Conversations...
"你有去大学举办的Haiti Fund Raising Concert吗？“
”Sory for late reply. When is the concert n where? I havent check the mail o."
"o... Is tuesday 7 to 11pm. At great hall."
"I duno whther i go o not. U nid volunteer, izzit?"
"No la. Just asking lo. Got ticket ma. Thought if you want then give you. XD."
"Y u buy ticket, u din ho? Ha ha!"
"No la. I buy two ticket. He he... So got extra."
"U gv it to yr dream gal la. I help u to pass to the lucky one. Haha!"
"Lolz... Like that very hard o... Ha ha... Cause you know her too well le la... XD"
"Then u suppose to work harder to chase her. Hahaha!"
"Lolz... Ok la. Erm.. Trying to get to know her better ma... So would you mind if i invite you to the concert to try to get to know you better?"
"Erm. I duno whether i go o not o. U ask other 1st la. If yr other frens dun wan go, then i go with you la. So, u text me if yr frens no one want to go. Hapy cny."
O... Ok lo... See you when school reopen lo. Happy chinese new year to you too."
So what should i do now? I am confused by what she told me... damn it la...
SHIT la... is she rejecting me nicely or what o....
”Sory for late reply. When is the concert n where? I havent check the mail o."
"o... Is tuesday 7 to 11pm. At great hall."
"I duno whther i go o not. U nid volunteer, izzit?"
"No la. Just asking lo. Got ticket ma. Thought if you want then give you. XD."
"Y u buy ticket, u din ho? Ha ha!"
"No la. I buy two ticket. He he... So got extra."
"U gv it to yr dream gal la. I help u to pass to the lucky one. Haha!"
"Lolz... Like that very hard o... Ha ha... Cause you know her too well le la... XD"
"Then u suppose to work harder to chase her. Hahaha!"
"Lolz... Ok la. Erm.. Trying to get to know her better ma... So would you mind if i invite you to the concert to try to get to know you better?"
"Erm. I duno whether i go o not o. U ask other 1st la. If yr other frens dun wan go, then i go with you la. So, u text me if yr frens no one want to go. Hapy cny."
O... Ok lo... See you when school reopen lo. Happy chinese new year to you too."
So what should i do now? I am confused by what she told me... damn it la...
SHIT la... is she rejecting me nicely or what o....
Wednesday, February 10, 2010
Which One Really Matters?
Ok, so I am pretty confuse right now... Not to say confuse but stuck I guess... Because I have no idea what to feel and what to think...
So I shall prepare some "cases" and I kind of need you girls to give me some advice or just answer or... I don't know? you girls should be good at this right? XP
Cases going after two girls at once is clearly crossing the line and has to be dealt with properly like killing that particular person or something similar.
However, I have a condition which I am very inexperience in handling. Going after your friend's girl friend is crazy and deserves to be killed too! And if the girl accepts you, that would make the case even more interesting as life always is.
Now, what if, I know a guy that likes a girl. He is my friend and she is also my friend. But then I wish to be more than just friend with this girl. The particular girl completely don't know this guy but the guy just secretly admire her and you know...
So, I would like to be with this girl too and on the other hand, he is also my friend and something bad might happen if I seriously go after her because he knows I know he likes her but he doesn't know I like her too!
Then... Will it be bad if I went after the girl? I know guys usually compete for a good girl and same things on the other hand. and I do have an unfair advantage compared to the guy as I already know the girl and the guy is too shy to try to know her...
If you are reading, Jacky, and to the rest too, I know you told me to just forget about that guy and go after her. But then, I just feel not right that way, is like taking advantage of his weakness and... I don't know, I just don't feel right doing it.
Basically, I want to know,
whether going after her is a wrong thing to do?
Am I thinking too much about the "taking advantage thing"?
do help me out girls! XD
for those who know who I am referring to please a... please a... tutup mulut la... XD
So I shall prepare some "cases" and I kind of need you girls to give me some advice or just answer or... I don't know? you girls should be good at this right? XP
Cases going after two girls at once is clearly crossing the line and has to be dealt with properly like killing that particular person or something similar.
However, I have a condition which I am very inexperience in handling. Going after your friend's girl friend is crazy and deserves to be killed too! And if the girl accepts you, that would make the case even more interesting as life always is.
Now, what if, I know a guy that likes a girl. He is my friend and she is also my friend. But then I wish to be more than just friend with this girl. The particular girl completely don't know this guy but the guy just secretly admire her and you know...
So, I would like to be with this girl too and on the other hand, he is also my friend and something bad might happen if I seriously go after her because he knows I know he likes her but he doesn't know I like her too!
Then... Will it be bad if I went after the girl? I know guys usually compete for a good girl and same things on the other hand. and I do have an unfair advantage compared to the guy as I already know the girl and the guy is too shy to try to know her...
If you are reading, Jacky, and to the rest too, I know you told me to just forget about that guy and go after her. But then, I just feel not right that way, is like taking advantage of his weakness and... I don't know, I just don't feel right doing it.
Basically, I want to know,
whether going after her is a wrong thing to do?
Am I thinking too much about the "taking advantage thing"?
do help me out girls! XD
for those who know who I am referring to please a... please a... tutup mulut la... XD
Monday, February 8, 2010
A Love that must go Unanswered...
Someone wrote this to me... and I am feeling very very troubled right now...
"如果我是瞎的，就不能看见你对我的关心与关怀。如果我是聋的，就不能听见你对我说的甜言蜜语。如果我是哑的，就不能说出对你的任何感受。很开心，因为病是在脚上，所以你就一直都在哪儿关心我，照顾我，协助我，疼爱我。现在，使我。。。爱上你。。。"
what should I do? what should I not do? how can I settle this without hurting everyone... some people look up to me and my actions result in disappointment. I am not use to this type of pressure and attention, never thought that I would miss the time where my disappearance will not affect a single person...
"如果我是瞎的，就不能看见你对我的关心与关怀。如果我是聋的，就不能听见你对我说的甜言蜜语。如果我是哑的，就不能说出对你的任何感受。很开心，因为病是在脚上，所以你就一直都在哪儿关心我，照顾我，协助我，疼爱我。现在，使我。。。爱上你。。。"
what should I do? what should I not do? how can I settle this without hurting everyone... some people look up to me and my actions result in disappointment. I am not use to this type of pressure and attention, never thought that I would miss the time where my disappearance will not affect a single person...
Saturday, February 6, 2010
Shannon's Birthday Party!!!
It was her birthday and I totally forgot about it man!!! haha... Jacky reminded me and yes we went out to celebrate lo... a lot of funny and weird things happened that day!
First it was Willis trying to be a model!
lolz... look at him man!
then at night, we went to Pit Stop or something to celebrate and the first page of the menu was this,
"NO PORK! NO LIQUOR!" and beside it was Carlsberg!
We had dinner and then played a lot of funny things and games and then at the end! Brithday Cake! Shannon was more unwilling to celebrate her birthday then anyone of us! Weird, but then she is weird! XP
Then Jacky was forced to have a picture taken of him digging his nose! 0o0...
and at the end of the day! Cake feeding ceremony by Jacky as he was looking for revenge after Shannon and the gang feed him ice cream in SA!!!
i think this was me feeding her!
no idea who this was already...
Jacky preparing for his long waited revenge!!!
First it was Willis trying to be a model!
lolz... look at him man!
then at night, we went to Pit Stop or something to celebrate and the first page of the menu was this,
"NO PORK! NO LIQUOR!" and beside it was Carlsberg!
We had dinner and then played a lot of funny things and games and then at the end! Brithday Cake! Shannon was more unwilling to celebrate her birthday then anyone of us! Weird, but then she is weird! XP
Then Jacky was forced to have a picture taken of him digging his nose! 0o0...
and at the end of the day! Cake feeding ceremony by Jacky as he was looking for revenge after Shannon and the gang feed him ice cream in SA!!!
i think this was me feeding her!
no idea who this was already...
Jacky preparing for his long waited revenge!!!
Wednesday, February 3, 2010
First Time On
First time blogging, figured it would be a good thing to help me use up some time without palying computer game.
University of Nottingham isn't really a place that is nice to be went there isn't a lot of activities going on, it is very boring... computer, internet, gaming... who on earth can do that for one whole day? I would certainly go crazy man!
Studies? Calculus isn't killing me yet, but yes, I am ready to be killed. Algebra seems easy for now, everything seems fine, kinda miss the way Mr CCL teach us Chemistry compared to the current lecturer. Very boring, her voice just isn't load and isn't clear... disappointment that I didn't get Mr CCL, a lot of us are. Thermal Science is still with Mr TSP, luckily that's a good thing. For Calculus, very happy to find that the new teacher is actually amazing and wonderful!
Daily stuff? Erm, already starting to miss football, hurt both legs and my left hand. Time to seriously stop Goalkeeping for at least 2 weeks. Maybe start swimming with Jacky after CNY. More gaming now but then, this semester seem to have more homework compared to last two semesters. waiting for the assignments, love them so much!
New stuffs? Bought a lot of stuff, went to MidValley, took picture with the FIFA World Cup Trophy, got some football gears and then "BANG!!!" hurt both legs, out for around one month.
Important stuff next? Next week I will get my Semester 1 result, that will determine how happy my CNY is. that result may cost me RM8.5k! going to KL for treatment this Friday, hope it will help a lot.
Alright, that should be all for now, Athurun, signing out!
University of Nottingham isn't really a place that is nice to be went there isn't a lot of activities going on, it is very boring... computer, internet, gaming... who on earth can do that for one whole day? I would certainly go crazy man!
Studies? Calculus isn't killing me yet, but yes, I am ready to be killed. Algebra seems easy for now, everything seems fine, kinda miss the way Mr CCL teach us Chemistry compared to the current lecturer. Very boring, her voice just isn't load and isn't clear... disappointment that I didn't get Mr CCL, a lot of us are. Thermal Science is still with Mr TSP, luckily that's a good thing. For Calculus, very happy to find that the new teacher is actually amazing and wonderful!
Daily stuff? Erm, already starting to miss football, hurt both legs and my left hand. Time to seriously stop Goalkeeping for at least 2 weeks. Maybe start swimming with Jacky after CNY. More gaming now but then, this semester seem to have more homework compared to last two semesters. waiting for the assignments, love them so much!
New stuffs? Bought a lot of stuff, went to MidValley, took picture with the FIFA World Cup Trophy, got some football gears and then "BANG!!!" hurt both legs, out for around one month.
Important stuff next? Next week I will get my Semester 1 result, that will determine how happy my CNY is. that result may cost me RM8.5k! going to KL for treatment this Friday, hope it will help a lot.
Alright, that should be all for now, Athurun, signing out!
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