Michelle

finally after so long... i am home...

but then.... when i was in nottingham... missed home...

and now i am home... miss UNMC and Michelle Khaw...

haiz...

how am i going to survive in USA if i keep thinking about her like that...

GG.com.MY.SY

must think of a way to not think of her so much...

should have told her just like Ida told YOU...

then maybe I could have a peace of mind if she rejected me or...

if she accepted me... then I wouldn't be think so much about when and how to tell her right?

but of course i will still miss her ba... just maybe not that much?

but i guess it could be worst... XD

seriously... Michelle... haiz... think of her so much no matter what is happening...

first time a girl distracted me from football... even Jasmine never successfully did that before... OMG!!!

A girl that is more important than Chelsea...

time to change my fantasy into another stupid story writing? XD

haiz...

seriously hoped i could be with her...

but then... i need to improve more...

i have nothing to impress her... so i need to improve in every single way...

go US... work hard... earn more money to buy stuffs....

work out more... need good body shape when i come back!

train basketball more... must improve... a lot...

learn violin... i want to learn... and guitar also... and learn them back!

most importantly... i should get closer with GOD too... try my best!

like Ida say... must hold on till the end... XD