Haiz...

Chelsea won the FA Cup yet again but then... haiz... didn't really felt happy... something was lacking last night while I was watching the game...

Michelle... she wasn't there so then the game didn't felt like what I wanted it to feel like...

I was hoping that she would turn up but then she had problem with maths which is on Monday and yes she did not turn up...

Haiz... if she would have turned up, maybe both of us wouldn't be having a nice night after what I would have told her but then... never try never know...

So she didn't turn up and everything failed because it did not happen at all...

so... I would concluded that I am still not brave enough to tell her so then... no... i need to tell her before she goes home so at least I know what she thinks...

Maybe... after her maths? or after the exam???

Haiz...